news!! and im so MOODY...

hi.its me.who else.
i wish i could run from reality.
escape from..reality..whatelse..
tomorrow there is match with keming pri.
floorball match i mean.
oh.sunday there is umm..
a match at sentosa.
bring loads of cash.
and belle is going with the guys.
im fine with that.
its just that i'll be a loner indeed.
coz im the shy shy type..
AND HALO..i look so NERDY...
muz bare with it.
OH AND....
DONT BE SHOCKED.
DONT BE SURPRISED.
dear friends of mine.
MY MUM HAS ASKED ME TO QUIT FLOORBALL.
i think after the floorball camp.
here are the reasons.....
1)she says floorball is taking a lot of MY time...
2)i always come home late..TIRED somemore..(i fell asleep while doing hw)
3)i've been so STRESS...these days..yes i may be smiling..but really i just wanna
cry...and YOU KNOW WHAT...my MUM CAN REALLY TELL IM STRESS...she know me too well..
and how THE HELL DID SHE KNOW IM STRESS COZ OF FLOORBALL?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!?
(i keep losing the balls you see..and my shooting..sucks these days...i AM SO FREAKED OUT and SO STRESSED..i just mess myself up..)
anyway..im a imperfect perfectionist..soo everything i do, it must be VERY WELL DONE.
i have such a HIGH EXPECTATION OF MYSELF...that if i did so BAD..i go all depresso and stresso..
HELLO.I ALMOST FAILED(i was last in class too) MY MATHS EXAM..(in primary school)..because i was all depresso..and stresso...im NOT THE KIND OF PERSON who works well with stress and depress..
oh i need a confidante class..and im freaked out..my new CCA ENVIRONMENT....oh die..
what will my friends THINK of me..ESPECIALLY MY TEAHCER???!!?!?!
i think they'll probably think NOTHING wrong with me at the beginning..
but NO..i have some ISSUES/PROBLEMS with MYSELF.
but NOW..they'll probably think im sumkind of..uhh...i dont even know what to call it.
aarrrrgghhh..im so SORRY TO DEAR CADEAU..i HAVENT BUY YOUR GIFT....i'll give you when camp...SOWIEEEEE...
AND SO unfortunate...i dropped my clip into the DRAIN!!!!!!!!darn the ....oh watever..
OMG!...
im going to JOIN choir....im so FREAKED OUT..
bye-bye floorball...(I MISSED YOU GUYS)
oh and SOOO SORRY NEVER TOLD YOU ALL ABOUT MY MUM ASKING ME QUIT
floorball thingy....i think you all gonna think im somekind of a betrayer..NONOOOONO!!!..
I HOPE YOU GIRLS AND TEACHER UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION IM IN.
im so a loner at choir...(TOUCHWOOD)..
im soooo moody...
and anyway..if i quit floorball...i dunno..im going to do so MUCH
better at studies???? coz honestly..im sorta struggling here..
i know i got first in class....but i think that was plain luck..and i slacked in fact..i mean...like hello....i HAVE NO TALENT....i mean like hello..im the kind of
child who was MADE TO STUDY.EDUCATION or DOING WELL FOR ACADEMICS.is THE ONI WAY I SURVIVE..oh..im such a NERD.oh..im gonna sing..lalala~~