RANDOMNESS of..

OHgosh.

I realized sumthing.
Life is too short,no?

I MEAN SERIOUSLY.
(dun ask what have triggered my brain to think so)

HMm..
NVM.



Anyway, i didnt go cca today.
FOR A REASON I WOULD NOT LIKE TO SAY HERE.
GOSH.
what did I MISS??
hmm..its been like one week i havent really stretching my vocal chords.

OMG.
I miss SO MANY THINGS THIS DECEMBER.
and one week ago..
I MISSED prefect camp
coz of family stuff
and my grandma.
grandma is still family stuff actually.
so its like the same thing, no?
OMG.
today i missed cca.
AND gosh.
im gonna miss 2 days of cca camp
coz im off on holiday.
GOSHH..


IM SAYING TOO MANY GOSHes.

And im totally freaking out
over this CAP thingy.
Creative Arts Programme.
Its more of creative writing.
writing essays and poems..

IM FREAKING OUT.
Because it is HARDER than I thought.
I mean I've always thought it would be very hard.
BUT Its beyond that.
IT would take millions of "very" before I say hard.

GOSH.
the thing is I DUNNO whats the message
in my story.
IM LOST.



~We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.