a day-out.

i have floorbball today.
early in the morning.
i didnt expect anything.
but some things are confusing.
hard to understand.
i am stuck in confusion.
not really sure who to trust.
blame myself because
im the one who put myself
in such situations.
how can people dream of time machines.
if they hadnt dream of it.
time machine never exists in our minds.
and i wont be saying 'if i can turn back time'.
would that actually happen?
does not dreaming of time machines make any difference
in the way we think?

Who to trust when the other says this,
while the other one says that.
and both seems to be very convincing.
im not very gullible.
but their words seem so convincing.
this one says the other is lying,
while the other says 'dont trust her'..
if you are in my situation,
what would you do?
for now,im listening to both of them
maybe only pretending.
how can i listen to both of them?
its just a miracle that i can.
i dun really give all my trust
to any person.
except myself.

nothing lasts forever.
so that moment of wondering got to end.
maybe not,its just taking a break.
it'll come back but not when im hanging out with
my primary sch. best friend.
she's not a fan of books but
she followed me to the library
coz i wanted to borrow books.
talk about true friendship.*smiles*
then we ate waffles.
savour the flavour.
we took neoprints.
and it was
the NICEST we ever taken so far.
we had smiles on our faces.
we also met nicholas,our classmate,
who seemed to never change
his funny charisma.
i also met pearl,
the dear vice head prefect,
and her fellow friends..
and she look cute as ever.
then,we shop for stationeries and food.
we went home,euphoric,elated and esthatic.
one word to describe all:HAPPY
because we had a FUN day
of simple doing simple things.

HAPPINESS doesnt really need to come in BIG packages,
it can comes as small and simple things strung together.

TO DEAR SARITA,this is NOT EMO..
(maybe a bit)
but we're talking reality here..
life is full of emotions.
keep them or tell them.
and..there is nothing wrong
with emo-ness..

OMG! my mum is snoring..
and it is so hideous a
and very irritating..
why must the comp be in my
parent's room..
really...what are THEY THINKING???!?!