The psychopath

I wrote a poem yesterday while studying. I was bored so I decided to do something not boring and in the end I decided to write a poem.
The Psychopath
Alas the days end
with nothing but sorrow
Its a state of gloom
An eclipse that lasts forever
Was I to blame?
For sophicticated tragedy
Perturbed they wereby a sudden rebel
Never thought an angel
Could grow horns
Those foolish ones never believe
A devil crept inside of me
These little hands
itch for guns
Those shiny knives
its like they're calling to me
the sight of blood
is pure beauty
Those innocent eyes
was nothing but a stare
now watch my slender fingers
slowly pull the trigger
while your screams fill the air
Never thought I loved the colour red
One by one,you helplessly fall to the ground
mercilesly I said,"Welcome to your deathbed"

Written by:
Asyiqin(that's me! duh!)

Was the poem dark?? I have no idea why i wrote a poem about psychopath.it just came into my mind. O.o

LoveyDovey

I so love to hear these songs.
dont know why im tellin ya but the songs are great!!(to me)
Love story-taylor swift
THAT song is so romantic. (mushymushy)
Cinderella-Vanessa Morgan
Something I dont know-Selena Gomez
T-shirt-Shontelle
get back-demi lovato

BUT..
I AM damn ADDICTED to the song love story.
its soo romantic..
the music video..i meant
the guy IS SO HOT.
and TAYLOR SWIFT is so pretty.

....
and i got stuck in reverie.
i NEVER had a boyfriend
so i dont really know
how it feels to be LOVED by the
other gender
(except my father and bro)
However that does not mean im a
lezbie...
the love i get is from MY BESTIES.
not lesbie LOVE.
back to talking about bfs.

yup.
i've seen love movies
and its soo.......
to fall in love
i cant find the word..
but its lovely feeling.
when sumone LOVES u.
and i never felt it.
except from my family and frenz(DUH)

and every nite,
i dream of my perfect meeting
of my love of my life.
It sound so awkward saying that.

i am sooo NOT gonna talk about this anymore.
i am READING too much LOVE STORIES
and listening too much LOVE SONGS.

hmm...but i cant stop dreaming.

i guess i better stop
coz exams are COMING.
like a few more days.

so can anybody help pull me and my thoughts back
to earth??

anybody??

BORED

as you can see im bored..
i HAVE NOTHING to do..
and that is a stupid picture i took..
its called camwhoring
and there is NOTHING wrong with that.
i went gong gong during choir..
like a sudden amnesia i meant...
all the notes jumbled up in my BRAIN.
only the cheena piece..
LING YING WAS SO FUNNY
when she learns malay in the bus..
coming back home from CIP.


and i have totally no idea what to say now.
oh i noe..
i got NO time to study..
out of tiredness,i would fALL ASLEEP
on the very first page any textbook..
coz ALL THE WHILE ,there are no prejects to do..
and of coz homework..
u noe..the only CHANCE i REAALLLY get 2 use the comp
for my own purpose is like today..and probbably monday..
all the days i spent on freaking project

i am hardworking(NOT!)

absobloodylutely BORING HOLIDAYS!
cant wait till i graduate..!!
end of the year hols will BE MORE BUSY.
with choir practices for SYF, camps...more stuff i guess...
oh gosh..
i dunno if i can handle it..
i'll crumble to dust...
OH GOSH..

thats all for today.

P.S. im planning to write story in a blog..for no reason..
anyway my eng socks ( u noe wat i mean)..so ya..dun bother read if i have time to write that freaking story.. XD