movingBLOGS.haha

i have MOVED.
http://lilmisseccentric.blogspot.com/

but the past remains here.
NEW BLOG is still under construction.

alive?

its been soOOOOOooooooooooooo long...
since i have updated my blog and it is super dead.
next week is exams!
SHOOTs
i hate this!!
im changing URL.
im getting sick and tired of this blog of mine.
not sure why.sOOo.
i want a restart..
so im deleting this blog! hahaha

good friday was..

GOOD.
because there was no school.
what other lame reasons can i give.

anyway.the day before good friday
was the day i had cross-country.
:D:D:D

it was at Macritchie.
and loads of people got stung
by HARMLESS bees.
harmless or not..
the pain must be excruciating.
yikes.
anyway...the path or the route that
we ran was Slop-ish..
like there was a LOT OF SLOPES!!
downhill slopes are GREAT but the uphill..
is SO TIRING..especially the last slopes..
i prefer this route than chinese garden's..
i dont know but the slopes gives a certain momentum
to the running.
andd..
i GOT position 91..
(JUst what i aim for..top 100)
it is A LOT OF IMPROVEMENT
rather than last time which was.. 150 plus??
im aiming top 50 next year.
GOSH.
im planning the future already.!!
haha.
soo..
OOOHHHH
i went back home and fell asleep..
then we went to watch MOVIES with izyan and shi ying!!!.
CONFESSION OF A SHOPAHOLIC ROCKKKKSS!
its super super FUNNY.
(and the guy is HOT..according to shi ying!! me just lurve his eyes! haah)
HAISSHH.
we went back home 7.30pm ++
wee~
i wanna watch it AGAIN
but no money.
GRr.
dumdidum.

say Woah!

The Ride Of My Life

What tomorrow brings
may be a ticket to a
merry-go-round
but at times it comes as
a ticket
to a hellish ride
a heart attack
for me.
The future is scary
its like a
roller
coaster
ride
and im riding it
with a blindfold
itmovessofast
its impossible to predict
its killer
twist
and
turns
but for certain
it will be
the
ride
of
my life.
-Asyiqin


its some poem im made . no there is NO chim words. my vocab is not that GREAT. i dont bombard my poems with bombastic words.
Currently...this is what i feel now..about tomorrow and the future...its just SCARY and so unpredictable.
i do not know why im scared about what the future holds and I seem to be rather hesitant to move forward as in I would prefer to stick in the present but no...time stops for no man.
Im afraind of the future. Thinking being a sec 4 creeps me out at times. Time just move too fast
for me.

im scared about tomorrow X-country.(Hoping to get top 100 at least)
Im worried about SYF. Im worried about everything basically.

Grr.

anyway. im gonna fail my emaths test!!!!!
i have careless mistakes for the last question!!!!!
and one wrong will affect the rest because the question links.
GoSH.
say goodbye to high marks for that test.
and i forgot to bring calculator.
THUS, i borrowed Jared's calculator because band members dont need to take
the test due to being absent on monday.
AND..
i dont know how to use the calculator!!
i was struggling to figure out and decipher
what the calculator says
it was like..
6r1r4..
I WAS LIKE.
wth is that!!
i was cursing under my breath.
i was in panic mode
and you know ..
panic mode=no good.
thus, CARELESSNESS SETS IN
which results in FAIILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
i say FAIL!

hope i wont
though.

got my ca1 result slip.
it is not that bad.
I HAVE ONE B4 for literature
the B is the WEED among the healthy plants!!

GRR.

g2g.
need the rest for tmr X-country.
wish me luck
coz thats what i need.

Heyys.
finally i post something.
woa.
next week got a lot of tests!!
even though school is 3 days.
SO WE HAVE 3 TESTS
WTH.
i have no control so
i have to accept that
I HAVE TO STUDY FOR 3 TESTS!
gosh.
andd..next week is X-country!
(GO YELLOW HOUSE!)
Bloody hell.
IM NOT PREPARED.
my stamina fell luhh.
dumdidum.
planning to go the sports complex to run
with my primary school friends...
but they all SO BUSY.
actually me too.
i have choir tmr morning !!
and today choir was quite tiring
BUT MUST BE RESILIENT
(like the short speech i made on resilience)
must be a woman of her words!

im SO STRESSED OUT.
too much pressure
>.<
Grr.
must hold on. (:
arrghh..
my "counselor"
IS NOT ONLINE.
nobody to throw out my woes to ):
(my listening ear friend not a counselor for real.. make sense? no..
sheesh..simply my good friend luhh)
Oh nvm.

must be busy ..i guess.

ahh..nevermind i can do this!!!!
ohgosh. i rmbered ..
i sign up for 4x1oom ..
must train..
ARGHHHH.
my stamina and speed is like
....

nvm. i go alone to train tmr.
im a loner in disguise, dont you know?
Grr..

SO..
AIMS OF THE MONTH.
-->DO MY BEST FOR CHOIR (SYF)
-->Train my stamina
-->My studies..(next month is EXAMS??!?!?!)
-->COPE WITH PRESSURE.
ARGhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
-->improve my guitar playing..currently..i suck and..i have no time to practice.
oh..ANDD
-->Chillax. andd catch up with my long time no see friends. HAHA.

that's all yall.

ohwait.
I ROCK FOR MY PUBLIC SPEAKING! though i WAS SUPER NERVOUS...
people think i was confident..HAHAHA. what a joke!
(i so rock no matter how much i suck)
JUST KIDDING.
i must remain modest. (:
next week is impromptu!! NOoooooooooOOOOOOOO!

ok.
thats all yall!

~Am i just another scene from a movie that you've one hundred times?
(Mayday Parade-when i get home, you're so dead)