i cant reach the freaking note.!!

some normal day.homework...blahblahblah...boredboredbored...yeps..nothing much actually...then choir...we have the vocal chords warm up..me and the rest must sing fi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-iii...then it gets higher and higher..then i was like struggling there..at the highest note...and the instructor/teacher heard me..i was like uh-oh..well..actually i own up i was struggling..LOL..and he was like ohh..ok..nevermind...then the 2 of my choir seniors say its okay..because at the beginning its always like that....eeekkk..so the paiseh..i was like struggling liao...i was wondering why the instructor put me in soprano 1(highest note) eeeeeekkk..never mind...i'll keep trying..lalalalala...i wont give up..and next friday we'll be performing somewhere at the pond area..singing some chinese songs..for chinese new year..hehehe..
zheng yue li lai ying chun~~~~~~
hehe..i addicted to the song liao..we are going to sing three songs...spring flower,He Xin Nian and Gong xi...heheheheeheh..anyway...i dunno wat to say..
YAY!! i didnt see the creepy guy..YEA...anyway...i have to work harder this year..when you are already the no.1 ,you cant go nowhere else..you either stay or you fall..and its HARD to stay coz evrybody else is climbing up..its like you get stuck at the highest peak of the mountain and you cant go any higher..then your friends are making their way up..and i cant go anywhere..except go down...you get the whole idea dont you??
hope so..
anyway...yu xun is working hard..so im trying to work harder..yu xun is so creeping me out with his sudden intelligence and hardwork..GRRRRR

~I will not give up