At the library(toilet)

Izyan's hand is HUGE! MWAHAHAHA

SMILE ALWAYS!!!

Me and Izyan posing in front of the toilet's mirror..hehehe

So basically we wne to library and do our homework reluctantly..and we borrowed books..DUH..

yupp..and we ate chocolate there..and its so lame how WE ARE SO SCARED to go to the vending machine just because of some guys there...we went there and NOTHING HAPPENED ..LAME!

MY PICS!!!

All this pics i take for fun one..nothing to do so take pics..
This is ME in black!!Izzy cant recognize it was me...hahahha
My..one-eyed girl..heheh..like cyclops..cyclops the monster thingy has one eye right????
me in school uniform..posing in front of the mirror in my room..lame..
Me in the library...just smiling...

HADY MIRZA!

yes.HADY MIRZA has won the 1st asian idol.ITS DAMN SHOCKING.I cant believe the straits times(or was it some other thing?)said it was stunning UPSET.OK.I thought
Mike or Jacq would win.IF you were to see youtube,the people wrote HARSH comments about him winning.THEY say he won because of his charms,not because he can sing.
THEY say it was supposed to be MIKE or MAU or JACQ.THEY say HADY didnt deserve to win.ITS ASIA WHO VOTE FOR HIM-not only singapore.SINGAPORE VOTES ALONE is not enough for him to win.Don't just blame on him.THEY say they think the results were incorrect.BUT WHAT IS DONE,IS DONE.The first asian idol is NOT Mike,Jacq or Mau.LIVE WITH IT.
And this indonesian article i read thru the internet says,
a group of people left their seats even though the performance have not finished.They said they knew the people were disappointed that Mike Mohede who were THEIR IDOL and got very good comments from evry judges didnt win.

What i think it that of course they left when Mike didnt win because its their country's idol.He didnt win so they left.that's natural but that's not very nice though.THERE'S NOTHING you can do.HADY had won.MIKE have the voice,i agree but hady won.THEY said HADY winning was so-called an upset to them but IT's not ONLY singapore who voted..IT MIGHT BE ALSO SOME OF OTHER ASIAN COUNTRY PEOPLE.GET REAL.

and i saw this report on hady mirza winning asian idol and they were allowed to put comments there.AND I REALLY LOVE THIS COMMENT made by doldadi07..
here's the comment..
some ppl still dont seem to get the idea that it wasn’t ONLY a singing competition. its a ‘whole package’ competition. being able to sing excellently is NOT enough.

Jaclyn could sing, she’s technically superb. and she looks good. however, the way she sang all her songs, it seemed like she was BORED and was just going through the whole routine. she didnt engage with the audience with her expressions. just hit the high notes only. and she looks over-confident all the time. its only natural for ppl like humble ppl.

mau is another great singer. very expressive in her vocals. but then again…as an idol… you need to have the commercial package. as much as we hate to admit it (cos its shallow), good looks and ‘proportion’ play a big part as well. look at Ruben Studdard, winner of American Idol 2. Where is he now? not as popular as Clay aiken or kelly clarkson or carrie underwood thats for sure.

i love mike’s vocals. but mike will be a ruben studdard if he won asian idol. there’s nothing exciting to him besides his lovely vocals. once again…think commercial success…good looks…proportion…ability to sing well. mike’s like a cuddly singing teddy bear. too adorable to be idol material.

abhijeet phuong vy and hady were the ones with the weaker vocals in the competition, as compared to jac mau and mike. but they have the looks. however phuong vy was not entertaining enough. sweet looker but boring. and we all know most voters make up of excited young girls. who do you think they’d vote for? a singer prettier than them or handsome looking boys?

between abhijeet and hady, in terms of package, they are probably equal. but abhijeet sounds better singing hindi songs. the kuch kuch hota hai song was probably the most entertaining. if you look at it the wrong way, they look like two gays singing a love song. hilarious and entertaining.

that leaves with hady…he can sing english songs as well as malay songs well. his accent is not thick and is understood easily by all. he can dance well enough to make the girls scream, he’s got the looks, he can sing reasonably well and he knows how to work the crowd. those traits are essential in the commercial entertainment industry.

i agree with this person..
well..hady inspired me A LOT.IT'S an eye-opener for me.It's not always about how well you can sing or how powerful your voice is but how well you please the people-having the whole package and stuff like that.maybe he got the x-factor.who knows.

~expect the unexpected

I updated my storyblog!!

THE continual of chapter one is THERE!!..
YEs.updated.
That's all.
NEW LINK:http://moi-storyblog.com

IF i can promote my story..THAT WILL BE GREAT.HAHAHAHA
in my dreams ..i guess.
Talking bout dreams...
Izzy said she dreamt that next year our class had a band..
(are you laughing?)
and I HAVE BEEN CURRENTLY planning to have a band(when i grow up)
Izzy dreamt that i was the lead singer which i actually planned to be.
This is SO COINCIDENTAL AND WEIRD.
soo..I'll just keep dreaming.
(I HOPE IZZY'S DREAM WILL COME TRUE..)

My storyblog!

okok..im practically doing my english assignment.
[the debate thingy..which i find it so TEDIOUS]
and i actually ALSO made a blog where im writing a fiction story.
Its not that i plan to be an author.
its just i enjoy writing.
so..you may want to visit that blog and read my so-called
story i made..[this will be storyblog,cool huh?]
the blog is kinda plain write now and it only consists of the dislaimer,so-called introduction and half of the first chapter..if you want to read more you got to be patient ..i guess...so here'e the link and tell me what you feel of that story i created.. the link..
http://moi-imagination.blogspot.com

P.S.you can just comment on that storyblog itself.:)

im talking now..so shush!

ASH IS TALKING:
TODAY!me and my cuzin..fatin(DUH!)..went to Jurong Regional Library..
normal stuff..
take neoprints..
normal stuff..
then we went jurong point..
normal stuff..
eat food...
normal stuff..
shop.(not really).
normal stuff..
then i bought this book called..
"chicken soup for the girls soul"
*something* to inspire me..(self-help)..
after my so-called depression..which have *not* ended..
oh im planning to buy
"chicken soup for the teen soul"
*next* year..
NORMAL STUFF..
adn EVERY NOMRAL STUFF I DID..
is *extremely* fun..
and me and my cousin..
EXTREME "lamoz"
we keep looking out for guys..
can you *believe* that??
sheesh..
we're not lamoz.
more like despoz.
LOL.
but I *have* my limits!!
believe me..
when it has reached the limit..
i'll go..
"ok..see this flag..it says asyiqin is *not* interested
in guys now..and she *MEANS* it.!!"
im at extreme weirdness.
so shoo..
dun disturb me.
go disturb my cousin..
TTFN(ta ta for now).

~the way i see it, to have a rainbow..
you gotta put up with the rain.

bored.yes.stressed.yes.

i went with izzy yesterday.
i went with naqiah today.
i will be going out with fatin tomorrow.
WHY DO I KEEP GOING OUT?
to run away..
from my so-called problems...
release stress...
coz when im out..
i dont think of stressful stuff..
im so emo.
at least i dont slash myself.
oh.i dunno.
why.
my tcher did not accept
the letter for quitting floorball.
its MY DECISION.
he said he wants to meet me..
but it havent happen.
my mum thinks he accepted the letter.
now she is worry-free..
(i think)
i didnt told her the part where
the tcher did not accept the letter.
i oni told he want to meet me.
i asked her to call the tcher..
she asked me to do it.
im trying to ask her to call him tmr.
pronto.
explain that he hadnt accept the letter.
im in a MESS.
anyway.its MY decision to quit.
not his.
jus becoz he thinks i can balance well
with my studies and cca..
doesnt mean i have no problem with my cca.
ok.i just dont belong in floorball.
HONESTLY.
i was stupid then..(ok maybe now too)
i chose floorball as a cca coz i wanna try something new..
i've never been into sports.
im more of artsy...and musical-y..(i love to sing)..
picking floorball was my stupid mistake..
even if i can play floorball well..
i dont have the passion for it..
its like playing for nothing..
i SHUD HAVE CHOSE BAND..
but IM STUPID..
i sumtimes hate myself..
i nvr like making choices.
i learnt my mistake.
i nvr see the future.
i nvr foresee.
i nvr see the whole big picture.
i oni see now.
so i learnt my lesson.
im trying to make it right.
by joining choir.

im so afraid of everything.
maybe not everything.
lately,dying,suffering,
so-called running from reality.
smiles dont always tell ur happy.
sick of my life.
when my life is stable...
i'll be happy.
but for now..im in a mess.
im trying to clean it up.
evry story has a problem..and this is mine.
here and now,its the climax of my story.

im lost and clueless.
even a map cant save me now.

P.S.so..i sound all depresso...what can i do?? i'll be my bubbly self again
when this problem is gone...i need time.

NOTHING!

uhhh.normal boring sunday.
guess what i wasted ur time if u read this post.
oh.the movie stardust..
it was umm...i'll rate 3.5/5
magically magical.
i dont make sense.
whatever..
thank for wasting your time on this post.

fig and olive!

today,i had dinner at fig and olive at Vivocity.
yeps.it was delicious.
rating:3.5/5
the dory fish is nice.
but the smaller ones were not very nice as those the big ones.
the smaller ones were serve on the kids meal.
it was soft in the inside.
the criss cross fries is nice..
the price is quite expensieve but affordable...(to me)
but maybe not to you.hmm..yar okk..
my family would probably come again..
yeps..
then i bought a brown corduroy jeans..
yeps..
thats all i did for today.
ummm...so you wasted like 5-8 mins reading
this post.
and currently im all emo.
depresso.
sumone gimme a anti-depressant thingy.
JUST KIDDING!!!
~the ending just leads you to a new beginning.

prefect camp!!

ok.there is so much to BLAB.
ok..so where do i start.
oh the first was GREAT!!!
the prefects were separated into groups.
around 7-8 each group.
the first day there was so called amazing race.
more specific its called fun on FOOT.
its not in school.
its at the civic district..
CBD..u know..central business district.
a bus sent us to victoria hall..
coz thats starting point..
and the ending point..
but we have to go some places(9 sites)
and do the questions...
and it was raining..
HEAVILY..
and there WAS NO umbrellas.
ok there was THREE..ONI..
i mean there was like around 8 of us..
we oni use the umbrella for like a while..
AND I WAS DRENCHED FROM HAD TO TOE!
LOL.but it was SO FUN.
and there were crisis...
i shall not say MUCH ON THAT..
its so..uh..nvm..
all i say is the crisis my tcher gave is the girls is
hurt..they cant "WALK AT ALL"
so..use your brains and guess what happens.
one word piggyback.
no more clues.
then nid to walk backwards and blind.
and someone will help you..(ur other teammates that are NOT blind)..
blabblab.it was SO FUN.
then there was nigthwalk.
but we were blindfolded and brought around the school.
climb up bench lah..
then some tickling u lah..
LOL.
then the next day..
we play LOADS OF GAMES.
the we had to plan a performance..
(my grp plan a skit)
yup..the skit from my grp is funny..
(i was the principle of the bully.LOL)
but i really HAVE TO APPLAUSE FOR GROUP 3 SKIT..
ESPECIALLY the guys..yuxian and nelson(jenelson..is that how to spell his name?0
the nelson guy REALLY ACT WELL AS CINDERELLA!!
YuXian ACT SO WELL AS the PRINCE.
they both REALLY LOOK LIKE they in LOVE.
kinda scary a bit..
REALY..all the groups did a great JOB.
the next and LAST day was just talking/discussing
about the games for sec 1 orientations..
so on and so forth..
and now..i've been put to a comittee..
there is discipline,events,welfare and secretary..and IM IN..
*drum rolling*
WELFARE..
im not sure if it REALLY confirmed..
it mite change when i go to sec 2..but
most probably i'll remain..
in the WELFARE COMITTEE!!>.<
PREFECTORIAL BOARD FOREVER!!!!
the food for the camp was ummm..ok lah..
i hate VEGGIES!!!
alamak!!
i having trouble quitting floorball..
sorry guys..(umm girls)
really i have to quit floorball..
its driving me crazy..
asyiqin..relax..breathe in..out..
uhh..back to stresso-depresso world..
ahhhh...have to do sumthin!
S.M.S=Save My Soul!!

~pity those who are not cared.
care those who are being pitied.

go ashlee simpson!!

ta-da..her new vid...i tink its a nice song..(though its not so her)..
i mean changes are good..yea..yea..watevs...go ashlee..keep on rocking...

the lyrics..
What?
Is that all you got to say?
What what?
You're rubbing me the wrong way
See your lips moving
But I don't catch a word you say
Shut up your chatter
I need for you to go away

And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head, get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Won't get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Just what I said, what

You looking at me, boy?
Show me respect, or I will show you the door
Get out that door
Lately, I've got a problem with the way that you behave
You're too much
And all your questions don't leave enough room for me
ha ha ha ha

And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head, get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Won't get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Outta my, outta my head

And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head, get outta my head

All your opinions, keep them to yourself
Just let me think so I can hear myself
Wouldn't it be nice if I could just go solo, take the day off
I'd be all right if you would leave me to it
Back up and go
Ay ya ya ya, you're talking way too much
You tell me one more time how I should live I swear
I'll bite your head off
I am who I am, and I can't be no one else
You've got nothing nice to say, keep your comments to yourself

Outta my, outta my head
Won't get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Outta my, outta my head

And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head, get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Won't get outta my head
Outta my, outta my head
Get out of my head
Outta my, outta my head
Won't get out of my head

And all I hear is ay ya ya ya ya
You're talking way too much
I can't even hear me now
All your noise is messing with my head
You're in my head, get outta my head
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im bored to death this days..HELLO!?!?
any relaxing but fun activities for me..
i mean..all my day..is like homework.
homework.homework.
OH I CANT BELIEVE WEI KER
FINISHED THE ENGLISH HOMEWORK.
SO HARDWORKING..(pooi!)
i havent like do anything much..
sheesh..i tot guys are like kinda lazy..
ok.that is SO gender discrimination..
watevs.
uhh..so HATE homework.
all i can do is..
COMPLAIN.YEAH!
...
~the purest beauty is beauty that
one doesnt know as beauty

saturday...

yes..saturday..lazy saturday..bored to death..well...nothing much really..
ummm..i change my skin twice this week..yes..interesting stuff..none..
if you count finding teacher to give my quitting letter..that will be one interesting thing..
i went to school two days in a row...and no teacher that i was finding was there..bleh..
...i went to west mall with izyan..and i bot cute earrings..blah blah...
next week got camp..and next week im quitting floorball..
i dont tink i can cope with my probs anymore...
SORRY WAN HEI(and the rest of floorball teammates)
i really tink i shud quit...coz i cant cope any LONGER....so sorry..
i hope u all understand..
dun worry..we'll still be friends...
and..yar..
and..
I CANT WAIT TILL NEXT YEAR COMES..
so i can get over with sec 2..then so on...
dotdotdot..blah.blah.

~people who makes the most mistakes,
learns the most..