some pics

nissebelle and me..waiting at bukit batok interchange...nothing to do..take picture lorrr
izyan..at west mall!!
me..posing for fun..

tommy(my cay) can play soccer you know..!!

oooohh..see her teeth..rawr
me and fatin act cool..took picute at toilet liao..


blingee me

back from camp!!!!

the camp is FUN
and quite torturous.
too bad i didnt have any camera with me.
i cant take pictures....so i cant show you what happened.
*sad*
but i shall tell you.
we were split into groups.
and we played games.
water games.night games.team building games.
and we had field cooking.*cook maggie*
then we had to clean up the place which is so blehh.
at night we played water games..as in...
WE GOT WET.
and it was VERY VERY COLD.
i was drenched from head to toe.
JUST TO SAVE ONE FREAKING AEROPLANE.
and i was so so so cold...
i do not care whose hand i was holding..
brrrr..
then we had to hide..then teacher will find us..
if they find us we were put to "jail"
and do physical stuff..and they can save us...so and so..
the next day..we had floorball nite..
ohh we had a torturous morning..
we did 5BX
as in 5 basic exercises.
100 pushup..flutter kick..sheeessshh
oh back to floorball night..we barbecued with the alumni...
and the c girls perform ..i mean we perform..a stomp..
the the b girls perform a dance...both the c and b boys perform a song
but i prefer the c boys one..
and this guy plyed the guitar..ahhh..such a talented guy..LOL
the c guys sang stand by me..
which goes...
oh darling darling...stand..by me..
ohh..stand..by me...
then the b boys sang face down..
whic was uhhh..not that good...no offence..
umm..yar hate the cleaning the canteen part..
we slept like at 1am and 2am...
wake up at 6am..on the first day..
and second day woke up at 8am..yup..
and blabblab..dotdot..
the camp is officially "over".
OOHHH..
im PLANNING A CLASS CAMP!!!
as in 2e2 class camp....
hmmm..hehehe

news!! and im so MOODY...

hi.its me.who else.
i wish i could run from reality.
escape from..reality..whatelse..
tomorrow there is match with keming pri.
floorball match i mean.
oh.sunday there is umm..
a match at sentosa.
bring loads of cash.
and belle is going with the guys.
im fine with that.
its just that i'll be a loner indeed.
coz im the shy shy type..
AND HALO..i look so NERDY...
muz bare with it.
OH AND....
DONT BE SHOCKED.
DONT BE SURPRISED.
dear friends of mine.
MY MUM HAS ASKED ME TO QUIT FLOORBALL.
i think after the floorball camp.
here are the reasons.....
1)she says floorball is taking a lot of MY time...
2)i always come home late..TIRED somemore..(i fell asleep while doing hw)
3)i've been so STRESS...these days..yes i may be smiling..but really i just wanna
cry...and YOU KNOW WHAT...my MUM CAN REALLY TELL IM STRESS...she know me too well..
and how THE HELL DID SHE KNOW IM STRESS COZ OF FLOORBALL?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!!?
(i keep losing the balls you see..and my shooting..sucks these days...i AM SO FREAKED OUT and SO STRESSED..i just mess myself up..)
anyway..im a imperfect perfectionist..soo everything i do, it must be VERY WELL DONE.
i have such a HIGH EXPECTATION OF MYSELF...that if i did so BAD..i go all depresso and stresso..
HELLO.I ALMOST FAILED(i was last in class too) MY MATHS EXAM..(in primary school)..because i was all depresso..and stresso...im NOT THE KIND OF PERSON who works well with stress and depress..
oh i need a confidante class..and im freaked out..my new CCA ENVIRONMENT....oh die..
what will my friends THINK of me..ESPECIALLY MY TEAHCER???!!?!?!
i think they'll probably think NOTHING wrong with me at the beginning..
but NO..i have some ISSUES/PROBLEMS with MYSELF.
but NOW..they'll probably think im sumkind of..uhh...i dont even know what to call it.
aarrrrgghhh..im so SORRY TO DEAR CADEAU..i HAVENT BUY YOUR GIFT....i'll give you when camp...SOWIEEEEE...
AND SO unfortunate...i dropped my clip into the DRAIN!!!!!!!!darn the ....oh watever..
OMG!...
im going to JOIN choir....im so FREAKED OUT..
bye-bye floorball...(I MISSED YOU GUYS)
oh and SOOO SORRY NEVER TOLD YOU ALL ABOUT MY MUM ASKING ME QUIT
floorball thingy....i think you all gonna think im somekind of a betrayer..NONOOOONO!!!..
I HOPE YOU GIRLS AND TEACHER UNDERSTAND THE SITUATION IM IN.
im so a loner at choir...(TOUCHWOOD)..
im soooo moody...
and anyway..if i quit floorball...i dunno..im going to do so MUCH
better at studies???? coz honestly..im sorta struggling here..
i know i got first in class....but i think that was plain luck..and i slacked in fact..i mean...like hello....i HAVE NO TALENT....i mean like hello..im the kind of
child who was MADE TO STUDY.EDUCATION or DOING WELL FOR ACADEMICS.is THE ONI WAY I SURVIVE..oh..im such a NERD.oh..im gonna sing..lalala~~

what i think IS RIGHT

hello.
i went to library with naqiah today.
borrowed a fashion book called fashion illustrators.
YUP.
and we ate BAGELS.
and the cheese is so damn nice.
btw,do you know what i think?
(of coz u wont know)
i think this NORMAL schools
is KINDA USELESS.
coz they DONT really prepare
us for our job/career/future..
in school..they teach u maths,science..
u know THE NORMAL STUFF.
and ccas ARE ccas.
BUT ccas are does not REALLY do as much as
when u really is INTO the particular interest..
THERE SHUD BE SCHOOLS THAT PREPARE FOR OUR CAREER..
i mean for example u like floorball..
u go sports school.
(coZ floorball is sports)
and in this school..it teaches u HOW TO PLAY WELL..
u DUN NID to be SO PRO.
becoz they will train u to be a PRO.
u will have to drop out if u R REALLY BAD.
and there shud be music schools.
music schools as in u can start from beginning.
fashion school(I LYKE!)arts school..maths and science..cooking school
i mean there ARE THIS TYPE of schools but
those are FOR LIKE REALLY TALENTED...and RICH
they shud REPLACE NORMAL schools..
i mean they will teach the normal school stuff..
but the FOCUS IS MORE on the interest...(fashion,arts ,sports)
ANYWAY..not evryone IS BORN clever..this schools help them to FEEL
BELONGED!!!
DUH!
how come they never MADE THIS SCHOOL..
sheeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i dun think normal schools shud exist..
well..they can exist FOR THOSE BRAINY people...sheeesh.
how i wish...
i GO FOR FASHION SCHOOL!!!
haizzzz.......
i want to end my SECONDARY LIFE!!!
i wanna go out of my sec sch ASAP!!!!
sheesh.

taking back sunday

u know there is this band taking back sunday..yea
how i wish i COULD actually take my sunday back..
SHEESSH..
nothing much really..
hmmm..none other than
borrowing 5 books.
ALL ABOUT FASHION.
WEIRD.
except one malay book
which was about this rich girl..\
blab.blab.
i finished reading it and a book
titled
project paris..
about this girl and fashion stuffz.
I LOVE THE BOOK.
paris is SO my dream vacation place..
chez mwah.
okie.
i got to go.
yea.um.yar.watever

the full story

okie.so why did i change my link?
i dunno.
im sicked with behind-da-scenes thing..
so i changed to whensciencemeetsfashion..
coz i find it sumthing related like me.
and i got this idea from the bratz.
u noe the movie bratz.
there is this one character name JADE.
( i love that character the MOST..she's so COOL)
she likes science and hangs out with "geeks"
but she is totally FASHIONABLE
and so into fashion!!
(she's so like me..)
oh and there is this one "geeky" guy
who loves science just like her
she often hangs out with
but he's CUTE AND HOT..(to me)
see not all geeks are geeks..
ahh..and that make me feel good about it
i mean.i LOVE science.
and im So into fashion..LOL
there..there story behind my URL.
LOL.
and there was llke one part he says..
"u noe jade.we had chemistry"
(i think they got BACK TOGETHER..hooray!)
then i was like OOOH..
chemistry as in chemistry..
and its so like science..LOL.

so BRATZ the movie has low ratings.
but I LOVE THE MOVIE.
who cares about ratings..anyway...it rocks
its about friendship and high school
and some other stuff.
there's chloe..the jock
sasha..a cheerleader.
yasmin..can sing very well
and JADE.."geek" who is SO FASHIONABLE
u watch the movie on ur own.
I LOVE THE MOVIE.
its FULL of SUCH FASHIONABLE CLOTHES.
ILURVEIT.

im going to buy the CD.
i DUN CARE ABOUT THE RATINGS.
oh i prefer brqatz than barbie
GO BRATZ!
LOL.

oh.and.SCARY.
i mean playing floorball with the "B" girls.
eeek.they so pro..
im so..extra..sheesh...
how can mr gary choose me...
wooosh..can die...
oh..then i had stomach cramps.
at first i can tahan..
but then i rest for a while after that..
then suddenly 11.00am
mr gary ask to play game
but it supposed to end that time but
i have to go home on time
coz going out..
oh.and..SORRY CADEAU!! sorry.sorry.
becoz of me u nid to play two times and
with the 'b' girls..
SORRY!SORRY!
oh.i FEEL so guilty.
SORRY.SORRY.
i'll buy u present kk?
LOL.

*quote from ME:
if u love someone,let him go.if it was meant to be,it will come back to u


*i mite take from sumwhere or CREATE MY OWN..
sumtimes it can be lame.but it cant be blame.
and i'll be writing them like evry posts or when i FEEL to.
LOL.

ta-da

i change my link.
i'll tell u whats the story behind it tmr.
no time.
and i tell u what i did today.
which is i watch bratz the movie..
ok..
i shall tell "evrything" tmr.
no time.
SORRY!

died after finishing a marathon!

well.yesterday.i heard my mum talking to my dad.
they were watching these show showing some people cycling on the mountains
and running..its like a..marathon..whatever-thon..
then i heard my mom said...
eh..today in the nespaper...
you got read that guy died after finishing a marathon?
then my father says yar...
the scientists or dunno who says the cause of death might
be because of the heart tired..always pump blood so fast.
then...blahblahblah..

then i was like OMG! this days people are dying from running..
SHOULD BAN RUNNING FOR LONG DISTANCES..
(there was a incident sumone died from running)
i cant believe it.u can die juz running..
RUNNING IS SO DANGEROUS.
SHUD JUZ WALK..instead of running..
running can cause death..
i shud not run too LONG DISTANCES.
BUT NO.i have too.coz floorball has to run.
and our school has exercise time which
we RUN.
(dun ask me why they call it exercise time rather than running time)
RUN.RUN.RUN.
sooo dangerous..
so people if U R TIRED FROM RUNNING.
PLEASE TAKE A BREAK.walk.
DONT PUSH TOO HARD on YOURSELF.
u mite DIE from running....
sheeshh..
isnt there a sport that is less dangerous?????
RUN RUN RUN.

life under camera surveillance

im under camera surveillance.
which means...
eyes are watching my move..
my parents' eyes to be exact..

FINALLY THEY ARE OUT OF SIGHT!
why the hell is the comp in my parents' room?

NOW,i can finally blog...in peace...
sowhatsupwithme?
well...on last saturday..i went shopping.
with my parents..(i noe i noe..u tink i shopped with my friends..but no..)
shopping with parents is not lame...
i bought two clothes..
one looks like a jacket..(but it is not)
and another has a cute bear on it
i bought them at OG.
oh..i SO LOVE the brand patch.
hehehe..
and my father talks to the aunties there(as in the salesperson)
and its so DAMN paiseh de..
HE says i have no fashion sense..
PU-LEEZ.i have LOADS OF FASHION SENSE.
even though i didnt LIKE THAT my father call its fashionable necklace..
my mum goes its nice...
RIGHT.it looks nice..ON ITS OWN.
when it comes to fashion.CLOTHES NEED TO CO-ORDINATE WELL with accessories.
they need not to be matchy matchy..
BUT THAT NECKLACE DO NOT CO-ORDINATE WITH MY CLOTHES!!!
they so dont know fashion..
and i cant believe one granny came and laugh when my dad put on the necklace onto my neck(LAME!!)
and the granny says SUI...(i dunno what that means..
Poo-ey!

blingee craze!

a vid i made

i did this vid on me and my cousin..and i think it mite be a bit crappy..so..wahtever...coz after.i did it for fun..and this is the first time i do sumthing like this..so enjoy..(NOT)

a day of of filing stuff.

what do you do when all you have to do is filing?
File the stuff inside a file!DUH!
i help my form teacher to file stuff into somesort of blue file
it includes the student details...exam reports..blah.blah.
i totally remained quiet coz i have nothing to say.
no comments.that's me.

the helping him to file is to "punish" me
for forgetting to bring the class photo order list last thursday.
punish??hahah..
saying helping him was a punishment
is an excuse not reason.
he said to come at 10am.
but no..he changed it to 10.30am.
and he calls me asyicoin.
in front of his students.
yea rite tcher.
so much for the talks of
NO NAME-CALLING..
this is unjust and unfair.
totally crap.
NO OFFENCE.
but tchers can get a bit irritating.
im not pinpointing anyone in particular.
lame.lame.lame.
i told my form tcher
that izzy went lot 1
with her mother..
he said she went with her bf.
lame.
u noe wat?
i tink tchers are trying to be cool
but i think they end up being lame.
NO OFFENCE.
but its not wrong being lame.
coz that what adults do sumtimes.
its very normal.
just being lame.
sumtimes lame=funny.
yea.
and tchers do not seem to be what they seem to be.
they talk like normal human beings when they talk to their colleagues.
not like a tcher.

"DEAREST" form Tcher of 1e2 yr 2007,

YOU have said that i should take triple science class because i have the potential..the chance to go....yes,i would love to but if the purposes of me taking triple science class so as to make me become a doctor and anyone who are related to medicines..i shall NOT HOWEVER PURSUE taking triple science class.and if i ever will be interested in triple science class(of which i think already am),I DECLARE AND ANNOUNCE that i will NOT become a doctor/surgeon/whoever that is related with medicines because that is NOT what i wish to be AT ALL.that is not my career.(btw,he is planning to tell my mum i can be a doctor..PULEEZ..no way mr zan!)NOTHING CAN CHANGE MY MIND.and i will NOT become a teacher.teaching is not my career of choice.my career is up to me to plan.
no one shud interfere.and gosh i cant believe my mum said my sci is better than my drawing.(she is trying to CRUSH MY DREAMS!!!!!!!)
I WANNA BE A FASHION DESIGNER.hmmm..maybe..instead of going JC...i can go to some fashion school. i dun think i can achieve that as MY CAREER coz i cant even sew any clothes.
even though being a fashion designer is a career of impossible for me..NO ONE especially mr zan..can MAKE ME BECOME A DOCTOR even im not going to be a fashion designer(HOPE NOT) anyway..im not going to become a doctor NOT BECAUSE OF that i am afraid of blood(of which i dont)..its because doctor its not my type of career..i wanna be sumthing out of imagination..sumthing different..unique
not a businesswoman.not a doctor .not a teacher.SO TCHER LET ME BE WHAT I WANNA BE.
LET me decide my career in the time to tell.so DO NOT INTERFERE.thanx for your co-operation.u cant decide my career.keep that in mind pls. and be more sensible in ur words.no offence at all.

from your dearest student,
asyiqin.

P.S. you cant force me.no one can.except for myself
P.P.S. doctor is not in the list of my career.never dream to be one.never in reality either(HOPE SO)

lies and more lies.

why am i talking about lies?
dont blame me if i had reminded you
the feeling of guilty of telling a lie.
why am i talking about lies?
because i read a book
about a girl who lied about her life.
people believed her.
her life is nothing but lies.

whoever said that he or she never lied,
is in fact lying.
to never lie
is not possible.
everyone had lied and have lies.
it doesnt matter if
it the lies are white lies
or not.
they are still lies.

it is wrong to lie
but it is normal to lie.
to teach someone to
have integrity and be honest
is something to be ashame of.
but its not wrong to teach them those.
it is however very right.
but how can you teach someone to not lie,
when you yourself have lied.

how can schools have the values
of honesty and integrity
if not lying is an impossibilty.

u shud know u cant
make someone stop lying
the better way to say is
"do not lie excessively"
or "do not lie so much"
rather than
saying "stop lying"
or "u should be honest"

u cant always blame the person who lies
because to make a lie work,
it takes not only the person who lies,
but the person who believes those lies.

another quiz/survey

List (in no particular order) 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see in school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.
01. izyan
02. sarita
03. nissebel
04 jansen
05.beverly
06. kavya
07. mr zan =-=!
08. aishwarya
09. tyson
10. fatin
11. wei ker
12. naqiah
13. ain
14. fransisca
15. jing yi
QUESTIONS.
What do you think of number 4?
HE IS ADORABLE!
How would you feel if number 4 slapped your face?
he is too gentlemen to slap me.does that make sense.
.How nice is number 6?
verii.
On a scale of 1-10, how would you rate number 5?
8...she is very friendly.
Would you ever fall for number 11?
i already did..but no more.(how'd u noe he's a guy?)
Honestly, if number 8 meets with an accident, what would you do?
dont u dare curse anyone.i would blame u first!
What sport would you play with number 12?
i dun play sports with her. xD
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
hehe..her bf muz be short as her..JK JK(no offence)
Do you hate number 9?
no way.
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
u shud go mental hospital.
Would 14 one day kill you?
really u mental lah.btw..who knows.hope so not.she's not that evil.
Who do you like more, 3 or 10?
both.i dun pick sides.

survey of the day.NOT

1) start time: 8.10pm
2) name: Nurul Asyiqin
3) nickname: ash,syiqin
4) astrology sign: aquarius
5) gender: female
6) hair colour: black wit sum hint of brown
7) eye colour: dark brown
8) height: 155.5cm
9) fav. colour: I LOVE ALL COLOR!(why cant u stop asking these question?)
10) glasses: in school only
11) tattoos: no.and no coz its a waste of money putting ink to your body.(no offence)
12) birthplace: kk hospital..wich is singapore
13) area code: ooh..***
14) true friends: dont expect me to list them.too many.
15) cut your own hair:DUH!
16)done something in the past which you regret: who doesnt reget anything they did.
17) have you ever met someone you were not supposed to: that cant be possible.u met because of fate.how do u noe u have met sumone u were supposed to meet?!?!?
18) skipped school: ahahahahah..if i skipped school..i wouldnt be the first in class..
19) bungee jump: heck no.
20) punched someone: ahahahaha...yes.
21) cheated on someone: OOOOooooh..duno..dun think so.
22) been arrested: arrested??im too innocent to be arrested.ty.
23) broken into someone's house: haha..no.
24) been to a funeral: yes..
25) used a lighter: yea..but not to burn houses though.:P
26) season: HALO! singapore???but i wud love to xperience the four seasons.
27) icecream flavour: chocolate mint
28) school subject(s): recess.
29) candy:WALAO.SHUD NOT OFFEND MY FRIEND NAME CANDY..how dare u!?!?!?
30) breakfast: wat r u asking again.oh.yes.
31) juice: u asking me if i drink juice or i like juice?
32) book(s): ..wat do bookworms do?
33) fast food restaurant: depends on my mood
34) disney princess:i dun wish to be one.
35) tv station: dunno
36) name for a son:daniel
37) name for a daughter:diana amelina
38) chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
39) alcoholic or not: of coz not!
40) scary movies or comedies: both
41) short or long hair:why the heck is medium not there.im picking medium
42) croutons or bacon bits: ...........
43) mexicans in general: bandito
44) school: problems
45) grass:green
46) cow: moo
47) canada: maple leaf
48) mouse: ratatooie
49) hands: wash..(wash hands)
50) watched a movie: DUH!
51) talked on the phone: DOUBLE DUH!
52) cried: stupid question coz who doesnt?
53) choked: dun think so.
54) drank a glass of water: i wont be asnwering this question if i didnt drink.
55) done drugs: yes.but not the harmful ones.drugs that are called medicines.
56) read a book or magazine: what does a bookworm do..kids??
57) watched tv: im wearing specs..wat do u expect?
58) looked in the mirror: for beauty purposes.DUH!
59) taken a shower: i smell like soap..does that tell u anything?
60) taken a picture: u want to see my photo albums?they're FULL OF PICTURES.
61) listened to music: yesyesyes.
62) kissed someone: who doesnt?i kissed my mom..dad.....
63) told someone you like them: ahaha.i told sumone i love them
64) end time: 10.29pm

3 posts in a day.

apparently i posted 3 posts in a day.
that day is today.
the third post is this.(DUH!)
i have nothing better to do. i guess.
i SO love shopping.
and that sentence is so random.
oh so random.
and bookworms are different from nerds.
and im officialy a bookworm,when i read books.
but when i put them down,
im no longer one.
does that make sense?
ooh..there is this manga
called"vampire doll"
its so FUNNY.
oh so random.
did you know i always wonder..
what will my career be?
who is my bf?
who will i marry?
what will i do when i grow up?
and i ABSOBLOODYLUTELY..
have no IDEA?!?!

OMG!
i see no future!
NOT!
its just that the future is SO unknown to me.
whatever happens,it happened because of ME!
i will LOVE my career.(HOPE SO)
i will LOVE my bf.(DUH!)
i will love my husband.(its a must!)
i will do whatever i do.(who doesnt?)

and dont think im too young to
even think about my future,marriage and career.
im young but IM MATURED!

so,fear me!



this pic,
oh so random

my email too long?

HE didnt reply my email yet.
maybe he's on holiday?
WHO KNOWS?
too lazy to open the email during the weekends?
OR SIMPLY,
my email is too long!
duh..he wrote 2 emails.
one to reply my previous email.
and another one
to say
he spelled my name wrongly.
can u believe it?

of coz
me.
when i start to chat or email.
i tend to say or write too MUCH.
LOL.
da-di-da
waiting for the reply.
of my quite-long email.

oh.btw,this guy is NOT MY BF!
please DONT be mistaken.
how did we started emailing each other?
LONG STORY.
but i'll just say..
it start when i email to evryone(as in my my frens)
that i change my email add.
THEN THIS GUY
replied to MAKE FUN
of me or was it the email?
then i reply..
he reply..and..
now we're talking about homework..
who's lame.(he says im lame)
and i say he cant spell.
he's so gentlemen.*cough cough*
i so lucky..BLAH BLAH BLAH
and now he's taking a short break
i think.

oh.why do i even NOT tell his name?
u think im keeping a secret.
coz u think i ahve a crush on him.
or he's my BF.
PULEEZ. never.
he is just my classmate.
name jansen.
LOL.
dont u tink its so lame to talk
thru EMAIL?

bummer of the week:
oh..i have floorball training tomorrow.
so lazy to go.
but i HAVE to improve my skills.
so i shall go!! duh..coz i dun have any reason
not to go

the no-bummer part of the week:
DEEPAVALI! wooht..can take a break from cca.
relax and be lazy!

go shop

today i went shopping.
but first to the jurong east library.
with fatin and izyan.
btw,did u noe u can borrow 8 books??
i borrowed only six.
then we take neoprints at J.E.C
we had a HARD time to divide the neoprints
(jurong entertainment centre)
then i bought the cakes at the royals.
hehe..as per always.
we went to budget shop outlet
coz izyan want 2 buy a shirt or sumthin.
but in the end she didnt.=-=!
then we decided to go home.sad.
but no.well oni izyan did.
my cuz suggested to shop at Jurong point.
then i said"great"
poor izzy went home first.
she shud just agree to go library near
my house. :(
we ate mee soto.
of which my cousin pay for me.
YAY!
there are taugehs of which i hate.
so i didnt really finish my mee soto.
my cousin did.HAHA.
then we went to the so-called newly and huge
popular shop at jurong point.
and its damn huge!
there were nice books TOO!
like 'just listen'
and ..
wait..
i forgot the title..i only remember the
cover of the book.LOL
and we or i took a LOT of time
to help me pick a notebook
so i can store
what homework to bring
and events or meetings.
coz i think i'll be quite busy next year.
you know..
prefect..floorball...sec 2 stuff..
and i paid my cousin her notebook
btw,the notebook was..
blue and says cat notes..
i tot it was childish..
with the cat strap.
but whp CARES?
its cheap.$2.95 oni!
after that we went..
to..uhh..toys 'r' us..i think
for FUN ONI...
then we wanted to go to chameleon..
but we went to the toilet..
and..we actually tooks pics in the toilet.
in the cubicle to be exact.
BUT OF COZ..we WERE NOT peeing.
for goodness sake.WHO would take a pic of
someone peeing??EEWWW.
we pose and pose..
oh.i'll put the pics by next week i think.so just wait
for the pics.(if ur interested 2 see it)
then we went down to banquet again.coz i have to buy dinner.
then.
we went chameleon.
to window shop.
and there was A NICE TIARA!
NICE!
TIARA!
LOL.
then we went home.

THE MISSING PART OF THE STORY!
after we eat mee soto,we wanted to go upstairs.
so we walk to the escalators.
then three malay guys..walk right beside us but in a different direction.
well. one wear a brown tee.another one wear blue.and the other i do not
know.
i do not know what the brown tee guy say
before this blue guy said something when he past me.
well,i had feeling sumthing "wrong" with these three guys actually..
coz they were STARING at me and my cousin..
anyway,this blue guy said "this one is prettier"
he was apparently looking at me.
of which i do NOT dare to look back.
then..my cousin heard it too though she was in front of me.
the blue tee guy was actually talking to the brown tee guy
and did you know,i though the blue guy was
refering to the bag next to me.
(HAHA)
i've met this type of guys.but whatever.
then...
when we went to popular,
we met them again.the brown tee guy
said hello to us.me and my cousin.
then i was like..ignoring.
but i think the brown guy prefered my cousin.
(maybe b4 his blue guy tee friend said that i was prettier..(BLEH)
maybe the brown guy said my cousin was pretty??its a possibility
u know)
he had his eyes on my cousin.
does this make that the blue guy tee likes me??? (HAHA)
i SO DONT LIKE the brown guy tee.
i prefered the blue one.good for me coz the brown guy
is interested in my cousin.JUST JOKING.
i dont really like strangers.
but my cousin.always crazy.says this is the time when u can get
a guy.PULEEZ.anyway they were older than me . i think.
my cousin is so crazy.
whatever.
oh..i CANT believe the blue guy said i was prettier (than who?)
does he EVEN know HOW NERDY i LOOK in SCHOOL..
i hate my specs.
if schools allowed to wear home clother,
i could attract some guy's attention.WOOHT!
JUST KIDDING!!!..hahahaha...
im still staying single.who cares?
oh..my cuzin called me and she said..
the 3 guys followed her to the topping up card
machine..haha..and she was SCARED!!
so much for saying the right time to get a guy!
LOL.

name thingy

do you think the name matched my characteristics..???

A-Hot
S-makes people laugh
Y-loved by everyone
I-crazy
Q-a hypocrite
I-crazy
N-easy to fall in love with

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A: Hot
B: Amazing kisser
C: good kisser
D: can kick your butt
C: good kisser
E: has gorgeous eyes
F: loves people wild and crazy adore
you
G: very outgoing
H: cute
I: crazy
J: is really sweet
K: is a good person to be with love
to laugh and smile
L: very good kisser
M: Makes dating fun
N: easy to fall in love with
O: has one of the best personalities
eve r
P: popular with all types of people
Q: a hypocrite
R: is a good person to be with
S: makes people laugh
T: smile to die for
U: is very sexual
V: not judgemental
W: people never tell you what to do
X: very broad minded
Y: loved by everyone
Z: can be funny and dumb at times

honestly nothing

i shud be studying for my madrasah exams and im so not studying it now..
im blogging..duh..and my cuzin ask me to online
so i did..and i said hello to her a million times
she didnt reply..and i was like oi oi oi..no reply..
can u believe it..so i did other stuff..
like go to friendster and blog here..
honestly i have NOTHING TO WRITE.
but whatever..i'll just write anything.

Oh and i studied notes.
as in musical notes.
before that i tried to do
my malay homework
which is write a diary entry
and which i didnt write in the end
coz i dont really noe how to phrase the
words..in malay..coz i write my diary in
english

before that i watch the tv.
kids central.
i dunt really watch tv often
and kids central
its juzt that i have nothing better to do
than lay back and do watever i want.
i wathc teen titans the movie.
honestly that robin guy is kinda cute.
i noe ur laughing
so u dun nid to cover it up
but honestly he is CUTE..
awwww.he kissed starfire.
they r such a cute couple
but back reality.
they're not EVEN REAL.
then i watch totally spies.
they are totally cool.
i so love to be a spy.
they're totally cool.
let me repeat that.
they're totally cool.
i tink i said three times.
LOL.

and before the me watchong tv happens,
i was actually playing psp..
the game pimp my ride..
which is totally awesome..
super duper.
but TOO bad..thats not my psp
its my bro's psp.
do u tink i shud buy one.
wit my own pocket money..HMMMMM....
i already used it to buy a guitar...
hmm..
watever..i'll buy the newer gadget to come..
of which i have no idea wat it is..
nintendo Wii
PSP..
wat else does the tecnology people
have to offer?

watever.
im going out later..
too where?
dun ask.
coz i dun even noe.


and this tcher of mine..
keeps bugging on me 4 the class photo
order list.
which i 4got to bring on thursday.
and people calling the teacher's pet.
I DO NOT LIKE BEING THE TEACHER'S PET.
it SO LAME. though u benefit a lot.
WHO CARES?!?!
IM NO TEACHER'S PET.
GET IT?
sumtime teahcer can get really
annoying and freaky..
NO OFFENCE.
its just a thought of mine.
will u excuse me for now..
cuz i tink i cant stop writing.
but i have to stop sumwhere.
STOP.

so-called survey

hellos...found 2 quizes...and decided 2 do it..... :DD

1.What time do you usually go to bed?
11pm to 12am
2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Sleeping...
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
surfing de net...
4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?
i had my first cry
5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
oi!
6. How many different things did you drink today?
milo,grape juice,pepsi,anything,100 plus
7. What color is your hairbrush?
brown
8. What was the last thing you bought?
umm..my foolscap paper.
9. What is(are) your favorite color(s)?
i LOVE all colors.
10. What color is your front door?
brown...
11. Where do you keep your change?
a piggy bank? my wallet?
12. What was the weather like today?
uhh...it was fine warm.
13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
chocolate mint.
14. What is something you are excited about?
my weekends..
15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
hmm..weeks or months ago.u cant expect me to remember when.
16. Do you havea sister?
totally no.
18. Do you want to cut your hair?
i already did.
19. Are you over the age of 25?
of course not. u dun even noe me.
20. Do you talk a lot?
depends whom im talking to.
21. Do you watch The O.C.?
uh.no.
22. Does your screen name have an "x"in it?
no.
23. Do you know anyone named Steve?
u mean steve irwin.know him from the tv.
24. Do you make up your own words?
yups.
26. Are you typically a jealous person?
a bit.
27. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "B":
Bing Zhi
29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "A":
Ain
30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
nobody.erased.
31. What did the last text message you received say?
where are you?
32. Do you chew on your straws?
sumtimes.
33. Do you have curly hair?
not really.but my hair is not very straight either.
34. When is the next concert you're going to?
woo..i'll tell you when i grow up.(NOT!)
35. Who is the worst person in your life?
hhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.............dunno.
36. How many times have you cursed today?
zero times.im so saint.(NOT)
37. What is something you say a lot?
eh?
38. What is the last thing you ate?
uhh..mee..
39. Have you seen the movie "DonnieDarko"?
never heard b4..sorry
40. Do you have work tomorrow?
no..tmr saturday.but im schooling.
41. Is your best friend older than you?
uhh..not really.nonono.
42. When was the last time you said "I love you"?
i have no idea.
43. What should you be doing now?
nothing.
44. Do you wish you had a different name?
maybe.but im ok with my name.
45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
sort of.sumtimes.
46.Who was the last person you kissed?
do u consider my cat.wait she's not a person.
47. What is the best movie you've seein the past two weeks?
all of the movies currently are rated r21,m18
all the PG movies are BORING
48. Is there anyone you like right now?
my friends..wait i love them...like..hmm..my not so close friends..i guess
49. When was the last time you did the dishes?
todae
50.Are you currently happy?
ok.ok.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Name 10 other people youre thinking of right now.
1. tyson
2. izyan
3. jansen
4. shahirah
5. naqiah
6. ain
7. nissebel
8. francisca
9. the guy in the guitar class
10.the grandmother...

Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
oohh..no one except she has a crush
Is no. 9 a male or female?
guy..so male.
If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
HAHAHHAHAH..ur soo funny.
What is no. 2 studying ?
uhh..she studies..how to...uh.dunno
When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
chat?..more like emailing
What kind of music does no. 8 like ?
i dunno....
Will you woo no. 3?
how the hell did u noe his a male???maybe..hahaha
How about no. 7?
its a girl..cant woo her..im no lezzie.
Is no. 4 single?
yes...tink so
Whats e surname of no. 5?
no surname
Whats e hobby of no. 4?
not sure.
Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
they dunno each other....
Where is no. 2 studying at?
SCSS..
Say something casual about no.1?
i dun really noe this guy.i met him thru the net and he has my email add
and..he is tracking me down.he is 15 yrs old and lives in malaysia.
he noes a lot bout me.coz we chat a lot. but he's not online today..so sad.
Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
im not lezzie..
Where does no. 9 live?
dunno dun really noe him....
Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
absobloodylutely NO
Does no. 7 like no. 2?
dunno each other.
How did you get to know no. 2?
HOW?? by our stupidity and humorisity...haha....
Does no. 1 have any pets?
dun think so.but he likes cats like me..:)
Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
i dun judge people by sexyness..

a whole new world...

today i had my FIRST guitar lesson.
its damn hard.had to learn notes.
and do re mi fah sol la ti do
is not
do re mi fah sol la ti do..
it is the notes,
C D E F G A B C
and we need to remember the notes
on the staff itself.
if i were in band,
things would have gone easy.
like a girl in our class..
who roughly know the notes.
in music,there is
pitch,duration,timbre,volume..
and 1 more thing of which i cant remember..
i hope i could recall it later...
and the teacher had an accent.a nice accent.
and could play very well.
there are about 10 students in the class.
and the youngest was a 12-yeal old kid(i think)
other than that...there was an adult..
and some students..who i think are older than me..
the class seems quiet though..
coz we dont really know each other..
and doesnt really talk to each other..
just smiles around.

its like a whole new world,
a whole new dimension..
its hard to speak to someone
who is not the same age as you.
especially when you are not the same school
and have zero knowledge of the other.
i wanted to make friends.
but seeing the surroundings,
the chance of making friends
is lowered from 80% to 25%.

but anyway,as long i could
survive alone.
its alright.
i guess.
coz im not the only one alone.
evrybody else is.
coz no one noe anyone there
except the teacher.

luckily its for one hour,
or else i might had freeze in there.
its so cold.
well.
the guitar lesson is quite hard.
but i wanna play the guitar
so im gonna do my best.
GANBATTE!(that's what the japanses people will say)

a day-out.

i have floorbball today.
early in the morning.
i didnt expect anything.
but some things are confusing.
hard to understand.
i am stuck in confusion.
not really sure who to trust.
blame myself because
im the one who put myself
in such situations.
how can people dream of time machines.
if they hadnt dream of it.
time machine never exists in our minds.
and i wont be saying 'if i can turn back time'.
would that actually happen?
does not dreaming of time machines make any difference
in the way we think?

Who to trust when the other says this,
while the other one says that.
and both seems to be very convincing.
im not very gullible.
but their words seem so convincing.
this one says the other is lying,
while the other says 'dont trust her'..
if you are in my situation,
what would you do?
for now,im listening to both of them
maybe only pretending.
how can i listen to both of them?
its just a miracle that i can.
i dun really give all my trust
to any person.
except myself.

nothing lasts forever.
so that moment of wondering got to end.
maybe not,its just taking a break.
it'll come back but not when im hanging out with
my primary sch. best friend.
she's not a fan of books but
she followed me to the library
coz i wanted to borrow books.
talk about true friendship.*smiles*
then we ate waffles.
savour the flavour.
we took neoprints.
and it was
the NICEST we ever taken so far.
we had smiles on our faces.
we also met nicholas,our classmate,
who seemed to never change
his funny charisma.
i also met pearl,
the dear vice head prefect,
and her fellow friends..
and she look cute as ever.
then,we shop for stationeries and food.
we went home,euphoric,elated and esthatic.
one word to describe all:HAPPY
because we had a FUN day
of simple doing simple things.

HAPPINESS doesnt really need to come in BIG packages,
it can comes as small and simple things strung together.

TO DEAR SARITA,this is NOT EMO..
(maybe a bit)
but we're talking reality here..
life is full of emotions.
keep them or tell them.
and..there is nothing wrong
with emo-ness..

OMG! my mum is snoring..
and it is so hideous a
and very irritating..
why must the comp be in my
parent's room..
really...what are THEY THINKING???!?!