u cant keep books under table!

oH GOSH...my school now has a rule that says NO BOOKS UNDER TABLE..afraid we many not be able to study..blahblah..afraid it will get stolen...blabblab..I MEAN HELLO..THE BOOKS ARE SO HEAVY AND U EXPECT US NOT TO PUT OUR BOOKS UNDER TABLE?!?!?!?!? i mean like its pathetic if the reason is to bring books home so u can study..coz..WE KNOW WHEN TO BRING OUR TEXTBOOK HOME COZ OF A TESt..or EXAMS...we have brains.....and we know how to use it..i mean like..people who puts books under table still score good results becoz WE KNOW WHEN WE'Re SUPPOSED TO BRING IT HOME..!!!Bummer...crappy rule..btw,today choir do CIP at Oasis thingy somewhere in serangoon..it was kinda...disorganize..but anyway..yar..we played simple games with the people there and SANG SONGS..yupzz..that's all..Hmm...ooohh..tomorrow i get my bursary liao..right..so long than i they give..other community centres already give liao..next week got test..history and maths..sheesshh..must study...must not faill...eekkkk..ohkkk..i think maybe i wanna take triple science..yupssies..anyways thats all for today...
my life so boring right..??hahakz..
anyway..whatevr happens ..this is my life...so..my life is my life to live..DUH!!
do i make sense??

~Never regret what you did,only learn what you have regretted doing.

tired !!!

argh.so busy liao. homework..maths so complicating..science bore me to death and i dun understand a single thing...i have to read up at home to catch up..then..got dance rehearsals...then got ccas and enrichments...GRRR....busy sia..tomorrow got class comittee training...i prefect also become vice-chairman..so the weird horr..must give other people chance..haizz...wat to do..anyways..tomoorow must bring an object to represent a character in romeo and juliet..i find it crappy...i found a toy...to represent romeo i think..because he's so crazy in love..MWAHAHAH..lame lorr...then this irritating weiwei ask me for help for the lit...grr..headache liao..still thinking...ohkk..my art..the drawing flower...i dunno wat to say..my friend didnt color her artwork got higher marks than mine..OF WHICH I COLOURED FULLY....i mean i got 62?!?!?!!?..mine is like nicer than one of these guy..(no offence)..he got 65?!? wat the hell..??the art teacher told me my flower was quite nice but WTH sia...give 62..then..how can some of the pupils artwork..the marks rite..is like 65..before that it was 70..of which she cancelled and change to 62..how can a teacher mark an artpiece like that...then one of my friend got 58...then she showed her artpiece to tcher than suddenly she give 64..WTH????? its kinda unfair...its SO DAMN WEIRD HORR....nvmm....just bear with it.....anyway..so tired liao..i wanna sleep..
P.S. i dun like anybodyy!!!!!!!!

~black panda eyes.

MONDAY BLUES..SUNDAY ...???

hmm...sunday..so fast already sunday...TIME FLiES! ohh..i had a weird dream yesterday..grr....i dun want to tell liao..its kinda personal..heheheheheeh....anyway dun ask me what..I WONT SAy..its tooo tooo personal...hmmm...SO YAR...oh...I DUN LIKE YU XUN!!!! I SWEARRR!!!! i like someone else kay people..dun anyhow say..oh and... I DUN LIKE IZZUL... I SWEAR!!!!!! you guys anyhow say..puhleeasse..lah..watever...ahh..cant stop dreaming of him ...love him 2 much....grrr..watevs... oh bloody blue..tomorrow monday..muz do hw today...AHHH....i so hate waking up early...BLOODY BLUESSS.....grrrrr.....oh gosh..now we're having duties during recess...hmm...nvm lah..ANYWAY...
im eating pizza now..BUH BYE...

p.s. izyan!! u anyhow say i like samuel..MY HEAD LAH U!!!!!!!FiSHHH UUU!! hehehe..dun take it seriously..its just fishes swimming around... anyway i think u noe which guy i like..oh its NOT that CREEPY guy either....BRR

~curiosity killed the cat but it didnt kill me.

i cant reach the freaking note.!!

some normal day.homework...blahblahblah...boredboredbored...yeps..nothing much actually...then choir...we have the vocal chords warm up..me and the rest must sing fi-ii-ii-ii-ii-ii-iii...then it gets higher and higher..then i was like struggling there..at the highest note...and the instructor/teacher heard me..i was like uh-oh..well..actually i own up i was struggling..LOL..and he was like ohh..ok..nevermind...then the 2 of my choir seniors say its okay..because at the beginning its always like that....eeekkk..so the paiseh..i was like struggling liao...i was wondering why the instructor put me in soprano 1(highest note) eeeeeekkk..never mind...i'll keep trying..lalalalala...i wont give up..and next friday we'll be performing somewhere at the pond area..singing some chinese songs..for chinese new year..hehehe..
zheng yue li lai ying chun~~~~~~
hehe..i addicted to the song liao..we are going to sing three songs...spring flower,He Xin Nian and Gong xi...heheheheeheh..anyway...i dunno wat to say..
YAY!! i didnt see the creepy guy..YEA...anyway...i have to work harder this year..when you are already the no.1 ,you cant go nowhere else..you either stay or you fall..and its HARD to stay coz evrybody else is climbing up..its like you get stuck at the highest peak of the mountain and you cant go any higher..then your friends are making their way up..and i cant go anywhere..except go down...you get the whole idea dont you??
hope so..
anyway...yu xun is working hard..so im trying to work harder..yu xun is so creeping me out with his sudden intelligence and hardwork..GRRRRR

~I will not give up

guy problem

okie...not so good..this guy in 2T1...is SO despo...he wants to stead with me..BUT I DONT WANT...not my type liao..and he wants my no. HECK NO..IM NOT giving!!...well..what is worst...he is NOT satisfied!!!..he's going to...i dunno..find me??hunt me??LOL..all i know he's creeping me out..REALLY..EXTREME CREEPO!oh gosh...im going to avoid him all the way...grrrr

okie...hahahahaah..my class (i dont think the whole class..hope its not the whole class) thinks that i like Yu Xun..WEN LIANG was like ..hey asyiqin...do you like Yu Xun..i said no..then this hariharan say i havent realize i like him..LOL...i dunno whether i like him..but i feel that...i got along well with him as a friend..LOL.and TODAY when i said no i dont want to change seat with wai loon during literature..jared then said Asyiqin loves Yu Xun so much..she(as in me) dont want to change seats..PUHLEEASE...im just worried that the teacher mite scold me lerr..anyway..we had a crappy literature quiz...which im going to fail..mwahhaa..i didnt learn in detail..I CANT BELIEVE YU XUN IS SO SMART!!!i mean his maths is good..i was sort of struggling...and science..i had somesort of careless mistakes ..he saw it...hey..where my intelligence went??!?!?!?
Yu Xun says he WILL beat me in science..IM NOT GONNA LET HIM!!! prob slacking now..but im making efforts to improve!!!!

OOooo..guy probs...LOL..Yu Xun..hmm..he's not that bad..HAHAKZZZ...that creepo guy..NOT GOOOD AT ALL..CREEPO!!!! i need protection!!!! HELP!! cu mi nga!! tolong! i dunno how to say in tamil..
ARGHH..im so..CONFUSED.

~You cant force me to love you..

ME CHANGE SKIN!!

YAY!!! I love the skin...do you..okie..tomorrow school already...haizzzz..sick of school liao..watever lah..at least i finish homework oredi..CAN REST!!!!!!! grrrr...i want my holidays back!!

~its always worth the wait

I SPELL EMO 2!

ok..PLS DO NOT TAKE MY EMONESS SERIOUSLY..THAT GOES TO IZZY..she'll prob think im depressed..YES i am ENVY to those girls who have bfs..(boyfriends)..but ITS BETTER NOT...to have ONE.but..wahtever..its not wrong to have a bf.i thnk....YES I AM EMO...yar.yar...so whatever...I CAN SPELL EMO..!! ISNT THAT FANTASTIC!! WEE~~okay maybe now you're thinking i should be going to IMH...Hhahaah..TODAY DEBATE THINGY WENT WELL...yaryar..and that MT tcher is cute...but he is a tcher..i dont go for older guys as in too old for me...LOL...YESYESYES..I NEED MY SELF ESTEEM BACK!!!!!!!! I NEED IT...you know..(im going to release my anger here so be prepared..for i dunno what) IM SORRY..I CANT BE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO BE.YOU MITE SAY IM UGLY BUT THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE who THINKS THE OPPOSITE.I AM WHAT I BELIEVE I AM..SO GET REAL..YOUR WORDS WONT AFFECT ME DRASTICALLY..u treat me like sh*t...I DONT GIVE A DAMN..U AINT GONNA MAKE ME CRY DUDE!!!No more.....I HAVE NOT TO SLACK..I SHALL DO MY BEST..I CANT SING LIKE SITI NURHALIZA OR....uhh..KELLY CLARKSON..but I HAVE MY OWN UNIQUE VOICE!!!
YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!

my anger has been released..thank euu!!!!
P.S.MORE PICS ARE COMING SOON!!!

~good girls are bad girls who just doesnt get caught.

I SPELL EMO!

the cca orientation..IT WAS ALL ...so...I don't know..the choir sang 3 songs..Flying free,Hikari Ga and Let it shine...yea..so..i dunno..im kinda emo lately..EMO..i so can spell emo. EMO EMO EMO..EMO its not over..LA-la-La-la...I DONT HAVE A BF!! YAY!!!!! IM NOT PRETTY!!! SUPERYAY!!!!! IM SO STUPID..YAY!! i guess i have low self esteem..I NEED MY CONFIDENCE..I SING SO BAD...!! SUPERTRIPLE YAY!!.. E-M-O..I feel like crying..DONT ASK WHY...i am soo..emo..emo..emo..my emo was gone..BUT DAMN IT CAME BACK!!!!!!...F**k..Im so F**k up..sorry for such..words(at leaat i censored it)...fish fish..sometimes i feel..im not loved by anyone..IM SO....DULL. who am i to say you love me..I love that song..who am i to say by hope..I MEAN LIKE WHO AM I TO SAY YOU LOVE ME...AS YOU CAN SEE....I REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE THIS GUY..of coz i wont tell...(and izyan dont worry its not izzul..he aint my type..heheheeheh)ok..i like this guy but..this guy treat me like sh*t..ok..maybe not...he is just..uhhhhhhh...i cant find the word..anyway..he doesnt really treat me like sh*t..its just...not nice...u know.not gentlemen type..(LOL)..this guy thinks i like another guy to make things worst...so yar..BUT THE THING IS I DO NOT WANT A BF..BUT I CANT HELP IT!!!!!DARN.DARN.DARN..im so DARN EMO..and BUSY these days..BUT I'LL KEEP SMILING..no matter how much i wanna cry and i have to go thru it all..as long i dont slash myself ...its good..and my friends thought i was anorexic..cause i dont eat during recess-just drink..AS IF i was anorexic...I EAT MY DINNEr.MY BREAKFAST...so yar..AND.THANK GOODNESS ITS SATURDAY TOMORROW..i feel like going somewhere...somewhere i can 4get the emoness in me...oh gosh homework.gosh...HOMEWORK!!!OH FISH.SOMETIMES I JUST HATE MYSELF.TO BE HONEST..I DONT HAVE A BF AT ALL!!! YAY ME!!!!!! anyway..who cares of getting a bf..IM SO IN STUDIES NOW..i think im kinda slacking..but I SHALL WORK ON IT..No bfs for now..i guess i have to believe in what i am..evryone is special in his or her own ways..yea so..i need my self-esteem back...

~And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

BUSY ME.

ITS SO SAD!I cant go for choir performance on 9th feb coz im going holiday!!!!!NOT FAIR!!!We're suppose to sing two chinese song i think...spring morn..and spring flowers..haiz...nvm..JIA YOU CHOIR!THIS WEEk like EVERYDAY i have to stay back!! got debate lah..CCA lah..dance for prefect investiture lah..CCA recruitment for sec one lah..than the singing thing for music lesson..must perform a song..me,izzy and aishah..havent decide on the song yet..malay song i think..ao yar...haizz..so BUSY!!!!! homework some more..oh the science tcher kinda boring lah..feel like sleeping..but for the sake of stuying...i shall not sleep..see i so guai!! hahaa..btw,SHI YING NAUGHTY NAUGHTY...say (make rumours) I like Ka Hang..my foot..my head..my..my whatevr lah...say anyhow...just becoz the pencil case looks almost same..NAUGHTY SHI YING..than the gary told ka hang i like him..I WAS LIKE "NO!!!!"
GRRRR!!oh those stupid class photo was out of stock..can you believe it!!!!! Now i need to tell mr zan..WOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! so THE BUSY..(dont follow my english liao..so the lousy..for now only..i think)
TATA!!!!

LALALA.

I'm officially in choir.i shall sing my way through..talk about singing...I HAVE TO SING IN ClASS NEXT MONDAY!!! In MT class..can you believe it???It's not like i HAVE A GREAT VOICE!!She ask me to sing umbrella by rihanna...well ..i could have sung on that day..just a few lines...BUT MY MIND WAS BLANK!!!!!!!!! now i have to sing the whole song.CRAP! I think the reason why she ask me to sing..becoz not only i enjoy singing...i join choir..that made me the FIRST malay girl to enter..but the choir members was such nice people..such a warm welcome..though i was kinda nervous..i kinda calm down a bit...they put me in alto at first..the seniors in alto wanted me in alto badly...but when i went for the audition..i was put in soprano 1...I can't belive one of the alto girls called me cute..i was like HUH?!...LOL.so yup..
oh gosh..for now im really listening to umbrella...though its an old song..for the sake of singing in class..GOSH..and umbrella its not a good song to sing when there is no music..it will sound weird..cant they pick a more melodic song..GOSH!

BYE 2007!

HELLO 2008..haizzz..time flies so fast...
hmmmm..2007..a lot of ups and DOWNS...so...yar...
THE CHANGE!!
~Im having guitat lessons..YEA!
~4 new classmates coming in..
~no more monitress but a prefect...
~quitted floorball now in choir..
MY NEW YEAR REVOLUTIONS!!!!!
*to pass my exam with flying colors like i did in 2007..but
i want my english to be at least A2..
*To be able to play more than wordson my guitar..
*to grow TALLER
*sing my way thru fame..(how am i going to do that??)
*to be NOT self-conscious of how i look like and BE MORE CONFIDENT
*to be less shy
*to be a BETTER PERSON!!
NOW.................................
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!!
oh man..im getting older..sheeshhh...

btw,i have not posted for a long time..
just wanna say my holidays was a BLAST..thought there were homework.(CRAP)..
i went to KL with my cuzin...so nice...and stayed in a FIVE star hotel...oh man..
I WANT MY HOLIDAYS BACK!!!!
cant wait till school closes AGAIN!

~Dont cry coz it end,smile coz it happened