life as it is..

there are a lot of things in this world.
am i a thing?
yes,i am.
i am a living thing.
i wont be considered one when i am dead.
But what is the purpose of living when you are going to die?
i don't understand life.
Who cans?
If anyone can explains what is life,
he/she is not a human.
Though the dictionary can explain the meaning of life,
it doesn't say the purpose of living.
when someone say get a life,
what do they mean?
IT doesn't make sense.
How to get a life?
When your living your life right now.

Life is complicated.
But all you can do is just live your life to the fullest.

Life is unfair.
No matter how much you try to have eternal happiness,
there will be moments that just makes you sad and angry.
But are these emotions consider negative?
would there be happy if there is no sad?
Can't the word happy just appears to be on its own and
No such thing as sad and angry.
But would this world be a better/happier place.

Why is there a need to have war,
when you can have peace.
why are there special cases.
why are there handicaps and exceptionls?
why must there be people who are gifted?
Is it because life is unfair?

WHY LIFE IS UNFAIR?
is it to help us to go through
obstacles in life..
as when life is unfair,
it is when we learn how
to adapt,learn and survive..
in our own special ways?

Life when it is good.
Always satisfying.
good things happen to me.
but bad things happened to me too.
'life is good' doesnt exist.
but 'life is bad' doesnt exist either..
so what is the perfect phrase?
is it 'I love/hate my life??'

WHAT EXACTLY IS LIFE?
I don't know.
and i think its better not knowing.
AND NOT ASKING.
Because all it leaves is just plain confusion.

What is love?
oh gosh..please don't start.
ALL I KNOW, I LOVE my family,friends,my pets...so on and so forth..
do i love my life?
doesnt really matter.

sick as in ill.

yup.im ILL.im gonna say that word again..pathetic..sheesh oathetico.im down with a flu.sort of sore eyes.its not red its juz burning and teary too.slight fever.and FEELING very weak.but still i can blog coz blogging uses very little effort.so little dat u dont feel it.i feel damn lethargic.and u noe wat..my ex-classmates came to my house for hari raya-ing..and all of them are guys.let me repeat that.ALL OF THEM ARE GUYS.i told my mum i dunno dem..bcoz i dun recognize the voice at all..so i was like who the hell are they..so brave STEP into my dear house.and my mum actually told them i do not KNOW them.i was like WAT THE?!?!?!?!? so i had to come out of my room..and BAM! its my male/boy malay class classmates.if i could faint maybe i ahd fainted.bam.one of them hide away.(FREAKY GUY!) and another one said hi..then i ask my mum wat am i supposed to do..my ask me to say hi.so i said 'hi'.le pathetic indeed.and i went back to my room..coz i had no freaking idea wat to talk about.ESPECIALLY IN FRONT OF MY MOM.wait........DUN TELL ME I BLUSHED.DID I????!?!!? NO!!..no..i hope not.wooht.and so they talk wit my parents and themselves..and one of them WAS SO DARN AFRAID OF THE CATS.he actually jumped out of his chair.HAHAHAHAH.and when they go home,they kirim salam me ..malay people understand dat.but i dunno how to translate into eng.WITH THEM...i realised that sumtimes it is nice to rmb the past..think abt the past..the fun and evrything.and maybe its always about looking forward.its looking what we had done in the past few years that brings us joy..OH GOSH WHY DID DEY HAVE TO REMIND OF THE PAST!?!?!? now i miss them and the rest of my ex-classmates in west grove SO MUCH..awwww....teary moment eh.REALLY.WHY DID THEY REMIND ME. I ALMOST HAVE 4GOTTEN ABOUT MY PAST.AND MY EX!!!!!!!! wooshhh...did i juz say that..but thx to them i didnt really 4get all about my PAST.COZ I LOVE MY PAST!!.oh damn..shud have ask 4 their phone no. to KEEP IN TOUCH.DANG IT! haizz..who ask me to act malu-malu...which means shy..


THE CONTINUATION OF MY PREVIOUS STORY IN MY PREVIOUS POST..
before that i have to say to izzy and some other people for waiting *impatiently* for the suspended story to continue.THANK YOU!

at the corner of my eye.......then.....*BAM*(sound effect oni)...one of the guy said to me(who else..dun tell me they're gay! haha) I LOVE YOU BABE! *presses the rewind button*I LOVE YOU BABE!..then i was like..okey dokey...time to go girl..before those guys get serious...so i went off..pretending not to notice..of coz its a failure bcoz who wudnt notice me backing out..haha..i slowly went away and disappear...and one of them said wat the f**k..quite loud sumore..sheesh..lucky i run away..hahahahahhaah..but then i cant remember how they look like..hmm..wat if they are cute??hahaha..jkjk..still..i dun care...opposite gender attract like unlike poles of magnet..hahah..jkjk

school hols.

lalala..nothing much..yup..school holidays are here but no point calling it a school holiday because i still need to go to school for cca and other stuff..and OMG! i hav homework. can you say pathetic? PATHETIC!.heheheh..there are eng,malay,maths hw.yup.i started a bit.as my life goes on..i have nothing much to say.OK.my cca will be 3 days a week.i have to be the so-called leader in my grp for the so-called obstacle making project.and..there are rumors saying i'll be the next captain..of which i dun think i SHOULD be becoz im a prefect...as i tink i'll be having a *lot* of responsibilities..meetings will clash so let others have a chance.i'd be sumthing else that is minor i guess...rite..but on friday i have to go home earlier because my guitar lesson will start on that day and continues evry friday. a bit nervous as i will step into a world of unknown.(coz i dunno who will be there...)im a bit lazy these days to go out.so sorry.ms nafisah im not going to ur open house..*SO* sorry..im too lazy..:(..pity me pls..hope evrything went well 4 ur open hse..heheh..
yup..im lazying around.now,now..i dunno wat to do..oh let me tell u a story of an incident happened to me at my (lol..my..as if) community library..
ONCE UPON A TIME,there is this little girl(who is me)who went to the teenage section of the library.She went with her parents but her parents was at the first level reading magazines.She was busy searching for books to read during school holidays so she won't be bored to death.She search and search after shelf and shelf.Then she saw a book at a particular shelf.She says"This book looks interesting".She started to read the blurb of the book when she realised to guys was looking at her.She didn't exaclty turn her head to see but she saw at the corner of her eyes...then..
to be continued..

one word:HIKING!

yupziess....today the sec one go hiking.
from bukit timah nature reserve to macritchie reservoir..COOL!
nice u noe..though sum people loathe it.HAHA...and the teacher calls me the
TOUR GUIDE.(pooi) noT..hehehe..cuz i was like walking in the front..and btw,
i was wearing the army hat..ehheheeheh...well,we walk 12km.i think.though i dunt feel
like 12km...uh...i feel like....i dunno....>.oh we saw monkeys and sarsar is afraid of it so i held her hand(WE'RE NOT LEZZIES!!)
YAY!the guys are SO funny and CRAPPy...they made me laugh so much...especially wen liang...
hehehe...they say hello to strangers and pick up some sticks and talk crap....WHICH ARE SO FUNNY!the walk was long....but FUN....haiz....why do all good things end?haizz...tomorrow friday...BLEH..get report book..haizz...school hols but i have so much *school* activities..haiz..
YAY..im taking guitar lesson...starting on 2nd nov.WISH ME LUCK..haizzzz...STAY HAPPY..

my crazee photos wit my cuzin!!

last week..my cuzin coem to my house to hari raya..so we started taking pics...at MY ROOM...uh-huh..and the pics turn out wacky...nOT...maybe...a bit....HMMMM...

my (crazee)cuzin and (not crazy)me..hehe
this pic extra lah...hehe..but..ooh..how come i look so serious?
me go bang bang(shoots her..haha) my cuzin...about to poke her nose..HAHA
me and mycuzin..dunno wat we posing..hehe
1,2...wats after that 2??hehe
my cuzin and me in a not so wacky pose!

Living in regrets.

c'est magnifique! (not!)life as it is for me is quite pathetic.
how i wish i was sumone else.maybe not.
but living in regrets is what i don't like!
who doesn't live in regrets anyway..
i wish i can *turn* back time.
but only fairytales do that.
of course,life is not fairytale where they end...
happily ever after..
and pity those who read and believe them.(especially the toddlers)
to believe every story ends happily.
well.every story ends in the grave.that's reality.
i know,i know..i'm a bit emo right now.
but this is who i am.
only friends accept who i am.~the way it already is.
if only i can make the choice once more, i may have never picked the one i chose before..
what choice i am talking about?well,its for me to know and for you to guess.
whatever happens,it doesn't always happen for a reason.
oh gosh.i'm starting to talk crap.
pardon me.

trip to esplanade pics!

aish and kav

me and candy behind!!hehe

candy and lynette

candy and lynette on top..sarita and me at the bottom!

music trail @ esplanade

the sec one(half of them) went to esplanade today.
my class is a bit different.
we didnt went on a guided tour.
we went to a MUSICAL TRAIL!
which is where we were split into 4 grps.
and we were allowed to move around on our own!!
Wee~~~ no guided tour!
then.aish and kav and min yi bought such delicious cookies with marshmallows!
aahhh..choc heaven!
yep.we took some pics!(see the next post)..
okie.it was sorta fun.or maybe very fun.
then.the pathetic news(no offence)..i have cca tomorrow..while..
the rest dont really have cca tomorrow.
why cant i take a break?
honestly.this cca is killing me.
guess wat?the holidays..i have cca 3 days per week.
can u imagine that?
i LOVE floorball but honestly,
this is kinda *too* much..
i dun think band is this bad either.
haiz..life is unfair.and sumtimes pathetic.

busy meee...

1st-->i have a malay scrabble competition in school...not really a competition...juz compete with some other pupils...my grp consists of me,a 1n1 girl(or is she 1n2),and a sec 2 girl.and yea..i win..wee~heheh..this missy izzy got second in her grp.fahim got first in her grp..heheh..jia youz..but then the thing over..wat to jia you?..LOL..okie dokes..im gonna get a prize for winning hehehehehe...wee~~watever...okok...exams results..c'est magnifique! not! maybe a bit..sa2 marks!!

here they are:
eng:??(around 60 sumthing.i tink)
maths:75
science:84
history:86
malay:(paper=80.5)(compo=51/60)
Home econs=45/50
art=75/100

exams result r out..and....

Ta-Da.moi beautiful marks r out...not so beautiful....but quite to others...so...overall for science...dear me was 1st in class...i tot im gonna fail..hahah...but really i tot sumone wud have taken over my place...lucky me...maths..baddy baddy me..i can't believe people tot i can get so high..juz becoz my ca2 was like 92..puleez...my math always suck...wad were they thinking..my maths totally suck...nodoubt..now..malay..it was fine...normal...as in good normal..yea...umm...history.goody goody me..though i didnt get 1st in class...(congrats to sarsar for getting 94-->she secretly work very hard and then show that she is worried about her marks)...umm...english..haha..juz averagely average..woosh...enuf exam results talk! now..now...in school...there this one guy from sec 2...me and izzy pass this classroom wit the guy...then.........he said HI to me..to me?!?!..... poo-ey!
hasta la vista babes! and dudes!

hari raya!

Ola.....ummmmmmm..ok...money collected so far..$196..not much i tink..visit people house..eat...blahblah..do nothing..OOOOOhh...one of my male cousins who is sec 4..had a haircut...like mine!! but his will be the male version..LOL..and oh my goody goody gosh.. HE LOOK CUTE! LOL..i mean like his natural hair color is dark brown.....his hot..handsome..cute...hahah...too bad he's my cousin..=-=! but all he does was playing the comp..duno wat he play..but he played thru out.....dude he's house has like 4 comps!!!! aye-ay-ay....then my relatives on my mum side was like talking about the hairstyle...im the female version while he is the male version..blabblab..all i did was smile...i have nothin to say..juz the fact he is CUTE....haizzz..btw,my uncle is always as pervetic....shhesssh..no censory.....there were like primary 3 kids in the house..and they have no idea wat crap my uncle said...dude....his child is hot..he has 4 children..im talking bout the sec 4 one...woosh..all his children is like male...as in boy..lol....watevs....yea........NO WAY...tmr school..i loathe SCHOOL!!!!!!!!not love but loathe!!!! sheesh!cant i take a break or sumthing?

today as in today...duh!

The last day of fasting..not really the last day if u counts nxt year and next year and..u noe wat i mean....I JUZ HATE the cleaning the house part....sheesh..and u know my room is always the *messiest*..so i have to a *LOT* of cleaning..and my mum goes stereotyping...she says"ur a girl..u muz noe how to clean ur bedroom..do u knoe that..ur a girl..blahblah' she *BLABS* on and on..and that is so stereotyping..GIRLS are SUPPOSED to noe how to clean the house?? srry mummy...im not one of them..u noe wat..parents stereotype a lot..especially mine..le weird..my dad was like saying to me"u need to noe how to keep urself look pretty..u nid to comb ur hair after bath..ur hair is in a mess..dun u want to look pretty..wat fashion is wit ur hair..blabs on and on*...*REALLY* irritating..that is so frickin stereotyping..in my heart was like.."who's gonna see me in my house...btw..my bf(of which i dun haf) is not seeing me now....WHO CARES..if my hair is messy..!! U DADDY and MOMMY!!!..." wat kind of girl am i u may ask...u NOE WAT..im one-of-a-kind..yea thats it....and u NOE WAT???the keep blabbering on and on..about how picky i am to eating some kind of food...they go..u shld learn how to eat all sorts of food..and have a large variety of choices...u dun even noe how to eat veggis ..u shld learn..coz they are healthy food...see ur cousin eat ALL sorts of food..blahblah.....PULEEZ..im not my cousin...she's a different story..too BAD u cant accept for who i am....sheesh.puleez....veggies healthy?? DO u EVEN noe wat the spray onto veggies...?? CHEMICALS!!! that is healthy?? WELL DONE! GREAT! CHEMICALS ARE HEALTHY SUBSTANCES..WOOHT!..LOL..watevs.let juz forget about that...
NOW......i dun like any guy any more...i mean like as a crush crush thing...i dun like weiwei anymore..he's too...straightforward..i mean simple-minded..mite as well use the word sort-of uncaring..no offence...watevs..though he disturb me yesterday..while waiting for my turn to sit for my eng ..he keep calling me noob..of which im sick of.....so i ignored....and he was like..im talking to u lah..oi noob..noob..noobie..noobster...stupid..noob..HA! he is so desperate to get my attention..HAHAH! i want to *LAFF* like hell..but i shut my mouth and ignored..mwahaha
then he didnt gave up though..he started kicking my shoe or stepping it...thats wen i started to kick back..coz i dun wanna act as a dummy..then he started teasing me i like izzul..which is total crap.coz its *NOT* true..to bad his living in his own lies/crap...he so dont noe i likED him.haha.NOOb.ok.watevs.
ORAL...
eng was terrific..i tink..oni i was tense...and I SPEAK DAMN LOUD...that the outside can hear me..omG!!!!....nvmm.....i talk crap alot though..who cares..
Mother tongue...utter crap!!!!
especially..the convo...(conversation)..i WAS DAMN TENSe..that i forgot sum malay words...
and moi teacher help me..WHICH IS CRAP!!!!!!!! im FRICKIN DEAD!...
and u noe wat pals /frenz..EOY is ending,its beginning..cant u SEE THE FUTURE AHEAD OF U..u will have sumore of EOYs...!!! not bring ur spirit down though..im juz looking ahead....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO THE MUSLIMS!!!!
I LOVE THIS PHRASE I GOT FROM A BOOK I LOVE READING..by lauren myracle...ttyl and the series..this phrase to use for wen graduating..dunt cry coz it ended,smile coz it happened.yea

today..in history..haha

TODAY!
do art paper..crap...but mine quite nice..hahah..jkjk...
lasted for 2hrs..then...got like somesort of briefing...
OUR PRINCIPAL will be change into a male principal..
and its kinda weird coz he ask to do 3 cheers for our previous principal..
its like hip hip HOORAy...dude..which principal DO TAHT? this one.
LOL.i hope he's a good principal....coz we gonna spend 4 yrs with him.
sorta.
Sooooo......tomorrow is ORAL! and our teachers is like nvr tell anything about it.
ITs like bam ! we come sorta unprepared..can u imagine..especially malay..how in the world..oh nvm.......muz practice malay..btw...im so nervous..luckily got NO pic description..or else ah...i say man..i dunno wat to say..LOL.TODAY GO LIBRARY with only izyan..den borrow gunslinger girl..certain people find it ..umm...i dunno...not interesting? but i lOVE it dude.Da-di-Da..i tink thats all..
Let's Talk about-->CRAZY PEOPLE who are really crazy...
U know as in people with mental issues who go to IMH...yea...their life is like so
CAREFREE...and in the end they end up in heaven coz they do nothing wrong..and if they did..it doesnt matter coz they are crazy so they dun really know wats rite or wrong....they juz wander in theri crazy minds..and THEY dun even need to care people are saying about them..they like such CAREFREE souls on earth..maybe they have probs.but still they are simply crazy..and u cant punish a crazy person when he kills sumone.see..life as crazy person is sin-free....haizz....but they duno how to feel love or beloved...dun u think...

pics of the day.

i drew this..not long ago..hmm...that'll be my bf GUILTY of making me cry..HAHA..i dun even hav a bf....LOL
ME.....normal pose..i guess.
Ta-Da..my VERY statement of which i love to use...hehehe
my pussycat is sleeping..shhh....isnt she cute?

me...with.um ...act cute face?? sulking face????

relax a bit..

UPDATES ON TODAY:
ok...maths part 2..de over! yay....i hope i did well for this part though...KEEP ON HOPING GIRL!!! so..tomorrow home econs..i shall study at night where my energy is much more..umm..more..lol.well...i got my CIP cert to proof this teacher of ours..haiz...well...yea..that's all..not really.oh.JARED what stare stare!?!? ha!!?!?
take lift rather than escalator also wrong meh.....eeh..kpochi..haha.kk.umm....start of wif a bad morning.you know those dates.not the human date but the so-called fruit grow in arab dates..yea...this morning i ate one.sort of ate one.i am very picky when it comes to pick the nice-looking dates..and NONE of them were nice..so i pick one and chew.IT TASTE weird..verie verie weird.i swallowed A BIT. then i chew again..then i look at the date.AND BAM! i saw eeny tiny weeny black dead bugs..INSIDE! i may have swallowed A BIT! DAMN.when i saw them.the bugs i mean.i was startled..sat there like an idiot.then i rush to the toilet and throw up at the sink.I THREW UP AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.i actually threw up the rice i ate.IT WAS ZE DISGUSTING.but bugs contain protein.BUT i DON need protein from bugs..they're ..awful..stuff to eat..i feel like my throat have this buggies inside.EEW.i bet its digested in my stomach.i think i threw up until my throat is SORE.DUDE.my mum blame me for being picky..I SHALL NEVER TOUCH A DATE AGAIN.UNLESS IT IS A GUY and HUMAN KIND OF DATE!those bugs are oo-ers.
topics to share: SENSITIVE PEOPLE:
i dun understand why SOME PEOPLE ARE SO SENSITIVE.
these type of people need the care most.
i dun like over-sensitive people.
i dun hate them though.
i juz hate it wen they're over-sensitive.
and we need apologize though we did nothing WRONG.
and when they do sumthing wrong,they xpect us to accept it.
SO PEOPLE BECAREFUL of WHAT u do when it comes to the
O-Ses(over-sensitve kind of people)..coz one word can go wrong.
LUCKLILY my friends ARE not those TYPES.
DONT ASK WHY I AM TALKING ABOUT OVER SENSITIVE PEOPLE..
it's rather personal.
SHE NEEDS:
A FREAKING PHOTOCOPY MACHINE PRONTO!
i need to photocopy my artwork so i can do the color schemes.
DANG.hope i can find ONE tomorrow.DAMN PRONTO.
PIC OF THE DAY(NOT!):



it's me..posing for like NOTHING.

Zzz..

i tink im gonna fail my maths..let me see..umm..like 5-10 marks gone?? wooht...i die..i surely get 20 sumthing..i wanna cry!!! all my tests like 5 marks gone liao..gone like the wind...watev. crap lah..fed-up already...S.O.S=Sick Of Studying..HELP!!!!! i tink i no longer top..maybe i can ah....i muz see hope..when there's a will there's a way? wait...not that proverb..uh uh..nvm lah ..crapp.eveything crap..then today take neoprint also crap..waste $9 ..my money..!! take neoprint ..oni get 1 pic..bcoz the time given for us to choose was so fast then we were like which one ??!! then piank..gone already liao!! haizz.wasted......then go library..go children section ...kana shoo by the guard or whatever...say go to level 4..this is children section..chirldren section got no children..then the sum other secondary students there ..sit there dunno do what..nvr got shoo-ed by the guard..that guard..alamak...unfair....i tink he picking on us......from like the time we went to do CIP hours in the library..irritating..nvm..muz be patient wit irritating people.....didnt really talk so much to him for today...except...sms-ing.......
I HATE EXAMS! I HATE THE PRESSURE IM GETTING JUZ TO STAY FIRST IN CLASS!!MUST PASS WITH FLYING COLORS!!!! CU MI NGA!!!!!
PRESSURE! PRESSURE! SIGNS OF DEPRESSION!! ..haizz...signing of as CRAPSTER!..hahakz.NOT!

do u love the blogskin?WHO CARES

NO WAY!YES WAY...watevs..do u think its too animated??coz i dunno...
NVM...currently doing nothing..im going to offline..AND STUPID COMP..cannot download MAPLE!!!!!!!!! bcoz i dun hav my dad's password!!!!!!!!! i need to log in as my dad then i can like download stuff..which is crap!I wanna play maple..misery loves my company..but thou shall not curse me..
Till tomorrow comes i remain asyiqin ...wen tomorrow comes..
ill be CRAPSTER...NOT!!!!!!!!! haiz..life is not unfair...its pathetic!
hmm..maybe my nickname can be ashster...
or do u prefer ash*es....watevs....
for now i LOVE MY BED...
DO NOT THINK DIRTY!!!
its because i wanna sleep......SO SLEEPY...
sheshhhhh....boring sia...
haiz...chatting with izzy..
life has change from a no-no
to a...i dunno...
and how come i dunno how to make my own blogskin?!?!/
and how come..im so NOT ..uh..i forgot wat to say..
im so envying people who are happy go lucky..
they dun hav much to worry
IM SO A WORRIER
AND IM so FEELING that i fail my exams..
i dun wanna go NA....BCOZ I DUN WAN TO STAY IN
SWISS COTTAGE FOR 5 years..i wanna leave that school ASAP!

lemme see 3 marks gone again?

umm...WAT!!!?!??!!?!?!?! walao..my SCIENCE PAPER SUX!.I SO DEAD>>>>>>>.<<<<<<
haizzz...a lot of questions unsure..than the flatworm clearly stated there i put clamps! SO STUPID! BAKA! nani yo?? why like this!! why like 3 marks gone for nothing CARELESS!!!...sure cant be top ..BUT MUZ SEE HOPE!!!!..JIA YOU...Tomorrow maths! MUZ JIA YOU!
So we( as in me and izzy) went home....then..we saw wai loon ,Yu xun,Jared..the jared was like hi hi..then i said hi..then we paiseh..men..we walk in front of them they DIRECTLY BEHIND wOH.....then they talk talk..then dunno wat they say..then pianK.....milo spattered on izzy's blouse..i was like screaming OMG! then she say what..i say milo...then the wai loon was like
SORRY SORRY SORRY..pulleez..sorry sorry.SORRY NO CURE..jjkjkjk....then jared was like slapping wai loon..then i was like take his money..scold..him...then izzy was like quiet..or maybe not she was..like cursing under her breath..i tink...i was like laughing away..sort of..lucky it didnt spatter on me..LUCKY ME..haha...haiz...poor izzy..muz punish wai loon...tomorrow!! MWAHAHAHA...hehehe...dunno how though..

IM SICK OF EXAMS!!! OH GOSH!!

LIFE IS CRAP..sumtimes

okie..LIFE IS CRAP!..this post is only to state that!
Im so frustrated! coz i dun understand SCIENCE!!!!!!
THX FOR READING THE POST and u have wasted ur seconds or minutes reading this post..YEA!

P.S. WHOA!! i made chocolate drink out of cocoa pwder and it taste like the bubbletea shop sell one but GOT NO PEARLS!
C-R-A-P

STOP.NO more CRAP! oni..uh....uh.....Zzzzz

3 marks gone but still hoping!

OMG!! malay paper..3 MARKS GONE!!!!!and may be some more! ARGHHH! MY PAPER is crap!! everything is CRAP!muz not give up..still got hope..kkaez..
HAVE FAITH!
BELIEVE!
tomorrow science paper and i dunno wat the tcher teach about heat,convection..
DUDE! i dun understand wat she teach!! she juz gives answers..
the way she explains..i DUN understand..i cant believe it..
science is far more worse than memorising history..
its like the whole textbook....MUZ memorised..walao!>.<
SO much to study..and im still at the computer!!hahahahakzz..
BAD GIRL!...
HE DOESNT CARE ABOUT ME ANYMORE!!!!! *sobsob*
Friends of mine he is not my bf or anything and this is not wei ker..
its..ummm...my internet friend who lives in malaysia who is 15 yrs old..we ARE VERY VERY VERY close..
or used to.....*SOBSOB* he used to care for me!! now he doesnt....
i chat with him..HE ONLY REPLIES IF i ASK A QUESTION!!!!!...his not like that
long time ago..LONG TIME AGO..he teases me and chats with me NON-STOP!HE replies even though i didnt ask a question!!!! now he is totally DIFFERENT!! may be bcoz of long distance relationship and his obsession of playing maple..OR MAYBE HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!! his umm..u know this tiny box..is like to write sumthing...yea..its not a msn name but sumthing else..he writes...Love is not something we should mess around with,be with one 4eva..HE TOTALLY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!! =-=!im so the FORGOTTEN! oh..haiz.good luck to him..i guess...IM SO FORGOTTEN! WHO CARES? im better of with some i guy i know better!


what happened to lacus and kira forever??

P.S.This kira and lacus name is characters from gundam seed destiny..and they are a couple..this guy im toking bout juz now used to call himself kira..and he calls me lacus..and long ago his msn name was KIRA and LACUS FOREVER.......so u know the whole thing im trying to say..rite...

EOY!!!!!

End of year exams ARE SO HERE!
im mugging...
only last minute..
and there is art homework to do.
its like preparation for art exams..
QUITE CRAPPY!
PAST EXAMS:eng paper 1,mt paper 1,eng paper 2,literature,histoRY!!
AND IM SO GONNA DIE FOR THIS!....esp. ENG AND HISTORY SIMPLY EVRYTHING!!!
DIE DIE DIE!..haizzzzzz...so many things to study liao
still got time to post and chat..haha..bad girl..
TO EVERYONE JIA YOUZ...
i mus have faith in myself..
I SO NEED TO get 1st in class...
dun wanna fall..SHEESH...im so gonna work hard for maths...
maybe not...
WELL................i still thinking about him..thinking bout him is SO
RELAXING..coz i dunneed to think about exams...but i think of him at nite..
so it does not affect my studies..i think..
wei ker was SO KIND TO ME !!! NOT...well a bit..he didnt kick my chairr..ITS LIKE
WOW! amazing surprise..NOT! xcept he keeps stepping my shoe..i think he sings ..haha..NOT...he keeps calling me NOOBSTER...hey that was my plan long agO!!!!!!DAMN HIM!!!!noobster here noobster there..SHUDDUP LAH...hahahah..anyway he ask me questions about history......and we talk about this particular question...question 6..i dunno why im saying this..its nice to talk to him in A VERY FRIENDLY WAY..rather than noob here noob there...hahahahaha....
JIA YOU TO ME
and everyone else..
may the paper do u GOOD!!haha
if u tink ur failing..
join my club yo!..
hahaha...if i nvr fail...then.....
GOOD LAH!!!!!..kk
BuaiZ!!....LOVE ya LOADs..XOXO..eh love who? oh nvm!